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moved!

2010-11-20T15:15:00.003+08:00

has moved to

(click on picture for link)

starting afresh

2010-09-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

Just working on a new blogskin and a new blog.
And having the hardest time thinking of a new url name that I will stick to.

Finally, able to create a banner on my own with my newly-learnt photoshop skills.
Url will be the one that's making me drag the process of finishing my new blog HAHA ):

So that's the reason this blog is dead! Kkk bye, will be back to update when it's finished or something~

( o . w . o )/

press the refresh button

2010-09-09T00:39:00.001+08:00

Planning to start a blog all over soon.
When I ever get to it. Soon I hope, soon.

a happy incident

2010-08-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

I wrote this status a few minutes ago in Facebook :

A woman from my previous church ( from 10 years ago ) saw me and my mum that day. It was maybe the first time someone much older didn't judge me by my looks and she looked and talked to me like a normal girl. I was damn happy.

I was thinking of whether to post it on Facebook, or blog it. I decided to do the former because more people will see it neways, and I like the responses.

But I feel that there's a need to explain further..

You know, normally, people like to judge. And I hate to be judged, but it's inevitable for me I know because of the way I look. Vhudever ogay.

Even if some people know that they shouldn't judge, and they try to hide it from me. But I can still see it in their eyes, their stare, their awkward facial expression.

So anyway, that day I was out with mum to AMK Hub to eat lunch before she went to work. I wore shorts so I didn't look that andro; more like an ahlian. ( ;__;)" Now that's the reason I don't wear shorts to school.

Both of us were standing in front of Niwa Sushi picking sushi, when a middle-aged woman and her child called out to my mum. She was from my previous church, back when I was a small small girl.
The way she spoke to me, the way she looked at me, I didn't sense a single bit of judgment from her. The woman had a really gentle smile and she wasn't afraid to talk to me like a normal girl.

Super nice.

And then we ate in the same place but at different places. Even when she left first with her daughter, she tapped me on the shoulder and said goodbye with a pleasant smile on her face.

AHHH. So nice so nice so nice so naise sho naisesx.
Wish people would have the same maturity as her.

Seriously, most adults, being adults, don't really have the sense of maturity in them to accept the queer. Sigh.

a dreaming adolescent

2010-08-27T18:07:00.008+08:00

Current facebook display picture.
My eyes seem half-closed. But I don't care. ( o . w . o )/

Well, anyway, I highlighted my hair red on Sunday.
Doesn't look much.
Guess I'll do my whole head an obvious brown after this fades away. Sick of my hair looking a boring black.

* hm, spider in front my me now. please don't touch me!
k, my dad just splat it with his fingers, poor thing.

Oh, and I also self-cut my hair again. Again.

If you realised, my sides got extremely long the past few months. I thought of growing out half of my sides into streaks, but I got tired of it so I just snipped it off again to look like what it formally was.. (;__;)"
Guess I'll add extensions if I really want my streaks, cause I can't be bothered to grow my sides any longer. It's too thin anyway.

& I trimmed my fringe again. ( ;__;)''

- the picture was taken before the cut-

I'm hoping to grow out of my rebonded hair too, cause now it's too straight and it doesn't look very good. Gah.

Also, I had a sudden aspiration yesterday night.
I hope to start a business in future after I earn enough capital.

I'm thinking along the lines of a hair salon-cum-something ( apparel shop, cafe, etc ) else kind of thing after I do my hairstyling course after poly.
HAHAHAHA. Dreams. ( o . w. o )/
Don't laugh leh.

Since I'm not sure of what to do in future as a job for my entire life, I figured this was quite a good idea. Doubt I wanna design for a company forever anyway.
B.o.r.i.n.g.

I know I'm still 16. Heh, but people dream.
( Calling myself 16 is funny. Feels like I'm older then that figure. Maybe it's because I'm a decemberian. )

P.S : For the umpteenth time, I. want. to. go. on. a. diet.
But I'm failing badly. ( ; __;)"~

step by step

2010-08-26T22:16:00.005+08:00

I want to be satisfied with myself soon.
Still sixteen and ready to improve.

scary scary

2010-08-21T22:28:00.004+08:00

Today was a rough one.

Natsu Matsuri wasn't good. Complications and stuff. And terribly boring.
The only good thing is the free shirt and bento box which I enjoyed at home.

I hope, maybe, next year would be better.

Today just reminded me again of how I don't have many friends interested in going to these kind of events with me. I have a few, but they're not people that share the same enthusiasm.
Sad thing huh.
If you read my previous post, you'd know I'm unsatisfied by the ordinary.

Tomorrow though, I pray that it'll brush away all the shit that happened today. I'll be going out with my p.school clique to celebrate Leon's birthday! ( o . w . o )/
Let's take many pictures!

& on the side note, I really hate people who don't even bother to dress up.
A bunch of them would make me literally nauseous . Gah . Can't stand the sight!

i like waiting for mama to come home

2010-08-20T01:21:00.005+08:00

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Practically my biography already.
The bad and the good.
So true. This is me. Now. Understand me. ( o . w . o )/
And don't hate me for being so honest in showing my personality.

Oh, and peishy, I'd prefer xiao long baos, but I'm
Sweet and sour pork.

awesome times like this

2010-08-19T14:06:00.004+08:00

Well yeah. Stuff's been going on recently. Only that I've yet to post them. Waiting for some pictures and some time to edit them.

Done something small to my hair, ( o . w . o )/

BBQ with awesome peeps, ( o . w . o )/

Shoes fetish, ( o . w . o )/

& got my fugly Natsu Matsuri volunteer shirt... ( ; __;)''

Natsu's this coming Saturday anyway, can't wait.

oh yeah, fvcking the rest alright!

2010-08-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

" We're gonna do what we want, we're gonna go ahead with our interests,
and we're not gonna to be pulled down by judgments
and we're not gonna let people kill that in us. "

Qouted from tallfvck@blogspot.

Peishy, you totally hit it right on the spot. Hehehe.
Good ruck to the both of us!

just the other day

2010-08-05T00:35:00.003+08:00

Full speed ahead.
No more hesitations.

Learn not to be afraid,
Walk this path alone, find a partner halfway through and walk to the end.

( o . w . o )/

SARRR GUUUU~

2010-08-03T18:40:00.006+08:00

Jowell sent me this picture of
SUPER CUTE AWESOME TA-CHAN
that was taken by her cousin at Sundown. Lucky her, she stood in front!

I think Takeru was pretty discouraged and disappointed that day 'cause not many people were screaming for them. Sigh, who ask them add Jrock and Kpop fans together...

Sorry Takeru ):
I hope this doesn't give you a bad impression of Singaporean fans.
Many of us ♥♥♥ die you!!

Credits to the Jowell's cousin, Lesley, of course.
Thank you for taking the picture although you support Kpop! (:

I'll upload more pictures after consolidating the clearer pictures of mine and the ones I asked Jowell to take.
& resize it also.

Gahaha, my lappie's wallpaper is of Maya and Aiji at Sundown.
Kekekekke.
( o . w . o )/

Nyan, Sarah ish be happy.
Ah, also, I'll be volunteering at Natsu Matsuri with Engracia on 21 August. Hehehehe.

It be a good day!

Baibai, I shall go sweep nao
& hopefully run after I wake up.

Today eat so much... ( ._.);

rock the lm.c

2010-08-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

don't mix two that can't be mixed.

2010-08-01T02:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO, I JUST GOT BACK FROM
SUNDOWN FESTIVAL 2010!
( Sankyuu Kaiy for the last minute tickets! )

I'm still pretty awake though tired as I am, and though my eyes are dry from wearing contacts.
Anyway, this is my first time to a real Jrock performance!!
I'm so happy they came to Singapore. ( ;_; )

OHMYGEE, MAYA AND TA-CHAN YOU GUYS DID SO WELL.
Maya, you and Aiji did such a perfect job, and totally got my highs up up up!
Totally rocked the stage and you were so awesomeeeee!!

Anyway, these are my views on Sundown Festival 2010:

1. SuG and LM.C are not JPop bands!!! They are Visual kei/Oshare Kei, stupid emcees get your facts right okay!

2. Vrock and Kpop DO NOT EVER MIX. This event is such a failure because they put Sug and LM.C with Kpop bands like Afterschool and F.Cuz to perform together.

3. I feel so sad for every band because the overall support from us Singaporeans is so low, because half the people like Vkei and the other half, Kpop. And when one band is performing, the screams only come from half the people...
So discouraging for them. I think I could see that Takeru was a little disappointed..
( TT___TT )

4. It's so stupid that when I want to scream and jump to support the Vkei bands, the people around me are kpop fans, and than I'm like the only one high there. It's so embarrassing and I can't get my high on. It's damn dumb. Stupid event organisers!

Luckily, when LM.C performed, I couldn't care anymore and I just went a little crazy!
Maya was really great, keeping on his best cute little smile on all the time with his wacky moves ♥♥♥
Oh I love you so much!

I'll go on about the details another day, maybe tomorrow or soon.
& obviously, also upload the photos! (:
I've got so many on LM.C. Hehehehe. ♥♥♥

One day,
I know it will happen.
I will wait.

my life's a fking turmoil that i created by myself

2010-07-31T01:05:00.005+08:00

I know that they say,
" Just be satisfied you are not disabled instead of
Calling yourself ugly all the time "

I know, it's true. I'm relieved I don't have any handicap problem
But I do have something to add and you guys might think I might be lacking of some emphathy,

" Well, since we are born this lucky,
we should make use of it and keep improving for the sake of the rest that can't. "

Sounds a lil' crude.
I'm just saying since we are capable of many things, we should strive harder.

Saying ' Ugly ' is when a person is unsatisfied with oneself,
it is also a point to make one aspire to be better.

Dicks, just let the fking event pass by like nothing happened so I won't have to be so fking sad and confused over it.

I want to die now.

I want a friend that's like me. Go anywhere with me. Dress up with me. Look the part. Learn things we share the common interest for. Spend money together on the things we commonly love. Go vkei concerts with me. Explore everywhere. Take pictures like idiots. Embarrass ourselves together, ...

I'm a dreamer waiting for things to happen.

Why is me so fking hard to find?!

I'm lost, would someone like me appear and bring me back to earth again?
So that I could be so sure of who I am.

sky sailing - brielle

2010-07-30T09:33:00.006+08:00

So I kind of chanced by this musician/band in Facebook.
On the suggested page was ' Owl City ' ( 19 friends like this ). Seemed like an interesting name, and then on the page was this youtube video.

Sky Sailing - Brielle.

Duh, I'm not a person that listen and find out a lot about English songs so I don't know about them until now okay. Haha, they seem quite popular, but ya, this is my first time listening to them.

The visuals are in the vid are so pretty and watching as I hear Adam's voice touched me~
Gosh, so in love with the graphics and his sooth calming voice.
I really like lyrics like these, unique, not straight forward and it keeps you thinking.

-on the third time listening over-

9.39am right now. I'm actually waiting to go school which starts at 12.30pm. Evil Rani on the way huh.

Goodbye, Brielle.

one of the sevin sins

2010-07-29T19:24:00.004+08:00

I'm really quite lost of myself recently and I want to find me back. It's hard to be a little different.

I admire people that lead a simple life and know fully who they are despite, maybe, not having as much as I am fortunate enough to possess.
They can be themselves and smile all the time and they are unafraid of judgment. Lucky them.

Me, I'm just always wanting more, never satisfied, waiting for things to happen, not working hard for them.
Well, for that fact, I know that's just who I am.

Poof. Would someone just give me what I need now so that I won't be craving for it anymore? Or maybe I should try harder?

The latter, of course, would be more advised by everyone else except me. I know.
But I'm not prepared 'cause I'm afraid of judgment and embarrassment. I'm like that.

I do know what my identity is, but I still want to improve.
Greedy bitch I am.
I just need a friend who understands this side of me and is willing to go higher together with me.

floating.

2010-07-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

I'm a little lost of myself these days.
Please give me back?

birthdays birthdays.

2010-07-24T12:16:00.004+08:00

OHOH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN TAN

I don't know if you read my blog, but I'll just say it since I felt like blogging today! :D

And Cow says Hello. \(o . w. o )

I love him. Don't you?

I really wish I have more motions bottled up in me,
so that I could blog more. Gosh!
I'm so demotivated because my life is average. :C

Someday, I hope my life will be so overwhelmed with awesome stuff that I can't believe it's happening to me. HAHAHA.. *gets hammered*

Short update, rushing!
I'm going to The Cathay to celebrate Carmen's birthday soon.
ASTON'S HERE I COME, You cheap and good thang!! :D

& duh, I really really need a haircut with zero exaggeration. I've probably mentioned this the whole of this week. No one seems to be free to accompany me!
I usually cut my hair every one or two months, but now it has survived three.
It's so long everytime I style my hair, 20 strands of hair drop OMGEE.
Damn scary please!!

CUTCUTCUT.

I hate secretive men.

2010-07-14T22:32:00.006+08:00

So my second brother, Raymund, is going over to Brisbane, Australia for overseas studies tomorrow. He'll be back four months later for a break.
A lil' caught off guard because all along I thought he was going next Mon, ( for no reason at all, HAH. )

But oh well, I guess I'll be fine since I'm kind of used to my brothers disappearing all the time, and I'll be pretty busy with school work. Seriously lah, now both of them have girlfwen aledi lor.
It's sad though, to come back to an emptier house.
No more Plants Vs Zombies planning of strategy with him anymore HAHA. Shit, I think I'm pretty addicted to the lame game.

Reason for laziness to blog? FACEBOOK. Grr.
I post all the pictures there that I'm lazy to repeat them here and I keep procrastinating. Darnit.

Anyway, here are some Very Very Overdued pictures on DB32 on the trip to Changi airport to do some shooting on perspective landscapes.
Not very nice to draw, I must say.

Hehe. I really like the telephone booths at the airport, so pretty.
I know I look like I'm about to head to a winter wonderland, but the airport was really cold and it's almost the only chance I get to wear my awesome Uniqlo jacket I got during their sales. HAHA.

So anyway, these days I've been working really hard on my Final 3D Art Assignment. Drawing; cutting; painting;
Geisha duplication table thingy. I'll upload the photo soon when I'm done with it!
Satisfied much with my beautiful geishas with my name tattoo-ed on their backs. Hehe, I bet you guys catch no balls on what I'm talking now.

Hmm also, we celebrated Karlene's 18th birthday on Monday.
I guess the next post will be on that when I resize the photographs. :D

" Rainbows make me happy ".
( That day I dreamt that I saw three huge rainbows in the same area in front of the biggest mosque in the world, while I was flying kites. Random much? )

( o . w . o )/

holidayz are overz

2010-06-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

Shuppingz with Jas and Peishy.

ION. Takashimaya. 313.

Had our fun in the ATAS Cold storage at 313. Rolling our kewt little basket around and acting like country bumpkins. Teeheeee. ( o . w . o )/
Expensive salmon sashimi sushi. Very tempting.
Water break.
Home after " dinner ".

What I got at the end of the day :
Two shirts from TBar at 20 each. I rikey TBar alot.
& that's it for clothes. Shupping my arse.

Timbre and Manchester united?

2010-06-17T22:09:00.007+08:00

( Finally some pictures right? )

So the other day, I was out with classmates to Boat Quay.
We went Timbre for some delicious pizzas, and changed our venue to ' Manchester United ' and had drinks. Remind me to get Lychee martini the next time I order~

It was an awesome night out, with awesome people.
& the celebration on the eve of Clara's birthday! I think she was really surprised, 'cause I was. Totally fell for Jas', sam's and carmen's plot.

At the end of the night, my legs weren't listening to me but my mind was pretty clear.
Can see from the last picture I abit 'seh' already.
Apparently, I missed 2 buses from semb mrt and decided to walk home instead. Lols.

This has been swimming in my head for awhile,

What hit me in a certain conversation while we were drinking and had me thinking for these few days :

A few of my classmates mentioned how glad they got to know me because,
well, my appearance and personality are like north and south poles ( which I agree HAHA ).
& that if they didn't, and only saw my appearance,
they might think I'm some hostile person and might hate me.

Ya. I totally agree lah.
But it's kind of scary now to think that there might be lotsa people out there that don't know me well, disliking me.
I've never really faced people coming straight to me and telling me I'm hated, so I really don't know what strangers think about me.

Judgment and prejudice is a frightening thing. Now it's just makes me unsure of who I am and what I should become.
Still, a friend once told me,
" If you got no haters, you got no personality. "

True. To a certain extent.

Well, anyway, I'm contented for now that the people that surround me understands me. And shall try to remain at that.

Here's to hoping not everyone thinks I'm some kind of poser.
'Cause I really don't think I'm one, and people that know me would agree ( right, I think. HAHA. )

I just needed to get this out of my mind. It's been killing me.

I really hate judgment. Even if I do judge, myself.
I'm just a normal girl, in a different shell.
Edit: Okay. Come to think of it, maybe not so normal. Ehehe.

new do

2010-06-12T17:24:00.003+08:00

So I rebonded my hair.

And I be rikingz it. ( o . w . o )/
And I know it looks pretty much the same ._.

making things visually appealing is my job

2010-05-30T23:10:00.004+08:00

I ( in black hair but don't look like ), karlene and clara.

Oh. It's 11.11pm.
Finally found the time and motivation to blog. Hurhur. =='

As mentioned in previous post, I've not been here recently 'cause of busy busy school schedule. It's school, work, school, work, sleep and I still bother to squeeze show time in between. Heh. ( o . w . o )/

Enjoying my course despite the heavy work load!
No math, no science, no calculating, no shit sec school stuff involved.
Just me, my different shades of pencil, eraser, cutter, ruler, cutting mat, laptop for research and images, drawing, drawing, painting, drawing, moulting!

Just awesome, although tiring, I get to see my art piece at the end of the day and it's all worth it. WEE. ( o . w. o )/

Yeh \o/ AND...
NO EXAMS FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE AHEAD. \o\/o/

Oh. And I have mentioned this a lot of times and I still don't mind mentioning this another thousand time but I probably haven't mentioned this on my blog so I'm gonna mention this now.

I think I'm gonna study hair grooming after Poly.
Mummy automatically suggested it to me a few months ago and she supports me, how cool. Love her.

Anyway, I don't really have the time to post for this month 'cause I'm having two modules this month. But two weeks later, I'm gonna only have school from 9-12! So yeh, probably by then, I'll make it up to myself by spamming.

Goodbye, I need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow.
(TT__TT)''

polllllyyy

2010-05-25T08:54:00.002+08:00

I'm in school now.
First time I'm early for morning classes! So I'm blogging now.

Haven't got much time at all to blog lah. Seriously, school's been really dragging the life out of me and I'm really tired.
Nowadays I've been waking up at 6am and reaching home at 8pm. After bathing, I still have to rush my assignment for the following day. ):

But although I've been really working dam hard, I really enjoy it lah. C'mon, we get to choose the topics we do on and we get to create our own masterpieceeee.
Love the sense of achievement after I complete everything. ;D

Sigh, so anyway, I have to go now. Phekgek ( teacher ) is here.
SO BYEEEEE. ( o . w . o )/

hi. i need moolah.

2010-05-15T21:50:00.005+08:00

OMYGOSH.
Jowell just told me SuG is coming to Singapore for sundown this year!!

HOLYYYYYSH COW.

I think this is the first chance I'll get to see an Oshare Kei band in town lo. But the tickets are like a hundred and twenty-one each. 121. 121. 121. 121. 121.
Keel me nao. I ish be brokes... and definitely, my mother won't be sponsoring me 'cause my family ish be brokes tuu.

Takeru is so damn kewt though. I think it'll be worth the money. CRAP LAH.
HOW NOW BROWN COW?!
I asked Jowell to update more on the guests that will be coming to the fest, so I'll see how.

Now I'm both elated and in state of utter confusion. ( TT . w . TT )"

AH TAKERUUUUU!!

i love cows and pigs

2010-05-09T18:02:00.002+08:00

Photography. Art. Colours. Edit. Appearance. Beauty. Inspiration. Looks. Emotions. Attention. Visual attraction. Views.

Adoration. Admiration. Idolization.

Realize it with effort.

enjoy the violence

2010-05-08T16:06:00.004+08:00

One word, and I'll do it.
Give me this chance and I'll do it.
I'll take even the slightest hint.

I'll do it.
I'll do it well.
So well.

Nothing will happen if you don't take risks.

N word

2010-05-04T23:40:00.002+08:00

Me and my new classmates in the library.
Clara and Karlene. ( and Alicia )

and many other cool peers which ain't with us...

OHOHOH.
Today's assignment ? DRAWING HUMAN FORMS.

Hi. Hi. Hi. I'm Sarah and I love human forms.
But they all look like manga, except from my V-kei portraits...

& before that, Wee said he didn't want to see manga-type, so I tried drawing their eyes in proportion but my classmates still say they look like manga.
WTF. What you expect me to doooooo! Hurhur.

Ps, I hearts drawing hair. hair. hair on the head i mean. hair.
P/ps, I wonder if he'll ask us to draw naked form. hurhurhurhurhur. men, i mean.

( o . w . o )/

hey sister hey hey

2010-05-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

Nobody's perfect.

I thought you were and now I'm glad to know you're not because you made me feel so inferior to you.
Now my racing heartbeat will slow down.

( o . w . o )...

love story

2010-05-01T21:22:00.010+08:00

This quote from Romeo and Juliet, told by my lecturer, Wee, left a huge impression on me. So I just wanted to share it. ( o . w . o )/

This was one of Romeo's quotes to Juliet,

" The bawdy hands of the dial is at the prick of noon "
( okay, I think it's something like this )

No. It's not noon time. Wee told us how to decipher this quote.

Bawdy : Stands for something erotic or perverse or something? You geddit lah.

Dial : Is obviously a clock lah, please have some brains.

Prick of noon : So when the clock's hands reach noon right, obviously it's pointing to "12" ( which means it's pointing UPWARDS right ? )

Okay. So read it again and carefully decipher it.

The bawdy hands of the dial is at the prick of noon.

GET IT IDIOTS? Something a guy said to a girl he loveeee??? Okay if you still don't ( I didn't get it too. )...

Wee continued, saying :
Romeo loved Juliet so much that he got an erection when he saw her.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Then almost the whole class started laughing, apart from the pure ones and idiotic ones. Funny okay!
( If you are still SOOOOO dumb. Ask me on msn. I don't want to announce it here ROFL. )

okay... maybe it's not as funny as told by reading. ):

I think it's safe to say, I've never worn a cap for a whole day out before.
I used to be afraid of wearing caps indoors, 'cause scared later other people call me siao gina. ( > . w . < )''

But it really matched my outfit that day, and I was lazy to style my hair so...
It was my first time.

BUT not a bad experience! No weird stares whatsoever. Hurhur.
People said my cap was naise. hehehe.
I HEARTS COMPLIMENTS AND PRAISES OKAY!!! ( o . w . o )/

Anyway,
today I went out with some of my classmates to Botanical Gardens to some landscape sketches as our assignment.

Met at Orchard MRT and we had Taka basement food for lunch!
Oh how I miss lepak-ing there. Used to do it with Jas all the time.

Then bused down to the gardens. Frigging hot day I tell you.
In the end, we only did some rough sketches 'cause we all were melting in the heat and lost the mood.

After that, we slacked at the Air-Conditioned foodcourt to chat and makan.

Then some headed to meet their friends and the rest of us went to Jasmine's ( not my secondary school friend okay :x, my new classmate! ) house to play BAND HEROOOOOO~

BAND HEROOOOOOO~

AWESOME SHIIIIIIITTTTT. Hurhur. Love playing drums!! I be proz aledi~
Today I sang some songs too LOL. Clara was busy laughing at my rap though. )<

Was fun bonding with them classmates.
Prawning next thursday I hope?

( o . w . o )...

unsatisfaction with one's self

2010-04-27T19:42:00.014+08:00

edit at 11.01pm :

Oh Hyde, you blow my mind.
I love how your long cute curls move when you do your live in VAMPS, and your voice is ever low and rough and awesome and ever god-like. It's sounds so great both in lives and in record. I prefer live though.
Falling in love with you more every single day~ Kyuuuuu.
Oh, you sing english so well too. <3

'' uh oh~ we're in trouble~
something's come along and it's burst our bubble~ "

Today, I got Distinction for my first drawing assignment.
YES. I mean to boasssst. GAHAHAHA. Only four out of about twenty eight peeps for distinction okay!

I know I pro. -bows- ( o . w . o )/
* get's keeled for being so ego *

Maybe I'll scan and put it up. But it's damn stupid lah, it's still life so it looks darn boring. Hurhur, not like my darling Ruki below that's so superbly hawttt.

Working on my second assignment now.
It's a foliage of roses, with lots of details. Let's hope the lecturer likes it too!

Bwaaah. I miss drawing smexy characters and designing their looks ( especially their hair )
:C

today i dreamt the best dream.

2010-04-21T00:47:00.003+08:00

School's like going to Art club for three hours.

Awesume ain't it.
( o . w . o )/

first day of school.

2010-04-19T22:05:00.004+08:00

On the way home from first day of school.

My awesomely long wordy camp post is in the drafts now because I be lazy to finish it and are leaving it to mold.

I seriously miss Camp Odyssey and the nice people there. ( TT . w . TT )''
I wish I could get to know everyone of them.

Today was first day of school. I woke up late.
Hurried to pack, and luckily my dad offered to give me a lift.
Styled my hair in the van, but obviously wasn't that good. ):

Design people had to meet in TCC for something like 'Assembly' which lasted from 9am-12am.
& my class was supposedly at 12 but it was cancelled. Awesome!

Had lunch at KFC with Hairee and his friends that I just met.
and headed home afterwards. ( Omg today I didn't pay for two bus rides. LOL )

Tomorrow's school at 12 again and it ends at 3,
hope it goes well! ( o . w . o )/
( though I don't really look forward to meeting people in the class ._. )

Missing..
( = . w. = )''

here comes the devil

2010-04-12T16:52:00.008+08:00

My heart is dampened,
my spirit weakened,
My strength exhausted,
my hope thrown in mud.

I need sleep.

ruki-the gazette

2010-04-10T16:32:00.006+08:00

I think this is my first portrait of Ruki darling, though I've ever so dearly wanted to draw his pretty fair face.
From -Filth in the Beauty- album.

[ raw, non-edited ]

Been quite a challenge because I've never drawn dreadlocks. Decided to draw this particular picture of Ruki since it's really hot and not many people have done this compared to his other pictures.

Pretty satisfied with this piece, took quite a long time to complete 'cause I'm always procrastinating. ( - . w . - )"/
I know, it's not a complete look-alike.
And I'm kind of sad he looks fiercer in my art then in the original picture! Not all that a bad thing; his actual face is actually pretty fierce. HAHA.
The original of this was more boyish though.

For those that read my blog constantly, ( I know I've been dragging posting this out for so long! Sorry. Heh. )

I don't know if my drawing is even worth it but,
Please, Please don't rip?

/ really wish I could learn photoshopping soon, so I can touch up my pieces. think will be learning in visual comm course! can't wait.

...( o . w . o )/

i really sound like a seven year-old girl.

2010-04-09T17:20:00.003+08:00

See title?

I saw my phone and noticed 2 missed calls from an unknown number.
Called back and a lady picked up. It was regarding the wardrobe coming in tomorrow.

Somehow, my phone had this rebound sound thingy during the call, so I could hear my actual voice. ( Eh, I think your know right, you cant hear your actual voice when you speak. My voice sounds really normal to me but to others.. Sigh. )

Okay, so then I could hear what my voice sounded to the caller.
Really, like.. kid sia. I think the speaker though I was a primary schooler and so she spoke like she thought I was dumb. LOL.

...DAMNIT!
Anyway, wardrobe's coming at 10am tomorrow. whoo. ( o . w . o )/

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Yep just finish editting the pictures!

Yesterday, I met up with viv and toh for lunch at Pastamania Sun Plaza. I swear, if I can, I'll never eat Pasta at Pastamania again. Sucks man. Waste of money.

Toh needed to get his cheque from Coffee Club at Takashimaya, so we went there first. Walked into Kinokuniya to get some markers ( $1.45 each ). I got four, they're really awesome! It has two sides; one thin one thick, and the ink lasts like forever! Damn cheap for it's quality. ( >.w.>);

Heeren after that. Toh needed to find a bag suitable for school, and I, normal Tees.
We both didn't achieve our objective ( -_-)''...
But I got a top and two rings that you'll see later on in the pictures~

The three of us then met well at 313's forever21.

I don't really like most of the clothes in the shop... It's like those flowery petal-like patterned skirts and tops and blahhhh that you see everywhere now and all the girls look alike with high waist mini-skirts and tank tops with cardigans. HAHAHAHA. Offends people*

Eh but still, I bought a top there. HAHA. It's a grey long sleeve top with lotsa cloth at the collar and sooops down, geddit geddit? ( ._.)''
If you watch Yu Le Bai Fen Bai, something like xiao gui always wear.

After that was dinner at Long John's..

& camwhore time.

All photos credits to Vivian's DSLR

We were on crazy big glasses photo spree. LOL. Spastic much.
And the rings I got are the two tinier ones on my leftie. ( o . w . o )/

After dinner, we went to new look and I got a basic black cardigan ( yes, again ) because my other ones are kind of tiny already. :/

OKAY. I SHALL GO READ MY EYESHIELD21 VOLUME 11 NOW.
( 2000km Death March Passed. Hiruma, you rocks! :x )

...( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

I heart ellegarden

2010-04-09T16:01:00.005+08:00

Today, on my way home after having lunch with my mum, I notice two types of people that make me really annoyed.

First, on the bus, a man of about sixty was trying to get a seat beside an old lady of about eighty. Freaking teenager behind showed a darn irritating impatient face. Like waiting for the two senior citizens to settle down is such a pain like that.
I stared at that girl for a few seconds.

Next, school boy in SHORT PANTS smoking under my HDB flat with an ah beng. ( in case you don't get the emphasis on short pants, he's probably like, thirteen or fourteen at most. )

Ah, anyway..
I got a new wardrobe!

It's made of really dark wood, and finally, I has an awesome mirror in my room!!!
( o . w . o )/
I had to pay first, five hundred gone ): >
But it's worth it. Yay, can organise my clothes again. Whee. It's coming tomorrow morning! :3

Shall pack my room and clear space later ( > . w. >)"/
Can't wait!

Oh, and yesterday went out with viv, well and toh.
Shall upload camwhore pictures later!

Just realised my font in Mozilla and IE are different -_-''
Best viewed in IE!

Can't wait to get into my course and start learning how to make a blogskin...

( o . w . o )/ Happy days!

huh huh bros!

2010-04-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

Dang, they make Eyeshield21 worth reading. LOL.
oh, and Hiruma too ( *_*)

judgment be a scareh thang.

2010-04-07T16:41:00.012+08:00

continued...

So I woke up at three that sunday afternoon and saw Jas' message.
Oh crap, meets at 4.30 and headed down to Jurong Point, somewhere I've never been to before. ( . _<)" Hellish crowd 'cause there was some bboy-breakdance event held outside the mall. Empty stomach. Got shilin cheeken ricebox for myself and mee sua, jas'. AWESOME CHEEKEN. No fats, only crispy skin. Yum. And not to forget, jap-like rice!!!!! ( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Couldn't find a spot to eat, so we went to those hidden spots blocked by white metal doors to settle down. Eat and camwhore.

Trying to get a nice facebook display pic, haha. The first one is our current dp.

& then, we went to Stationery Island.
Sells Korean stationeries and stuff. Kewt~

[ Pfft, can't stand the huge wave of Kpop! Even freaking Yamakawa at Jurong Point ( sells Japanese snacks ) are playing korean songs. You know how annoyed I got when I heard it. KOREAN SONGS IN A JAP SHOP?! I know I'm over-reacting, but buay-ta-han man. Gimme my fave back. ]

Oh but, despite not liking the Kpop wave, I do appreciate their kewt stationeries that have been in Singapore for awhile now.

I spent 25 for a file, some stickers and a roll of cute paper tape. ( o . w . o )/

I don't know why, I didn't manage to get any clothes at JP... -_-"

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Thinking whether I should dye my top part of the hair ash blonde and leave my mullet as it is before or after going to orientation camp...

I mean, I'm scared of judgment and not being accepted.
Hope the others will be open-minded?
I like things visual, visually appealing, that's why I'm in the course I am.
I'm not Hiruma. ( with the happy fat boy ) HAHAHAHA.
( reading back Eyeshield 21 again )

NO SCARED!

Okay... not gonna dye it yet. YET. >D

Wind and I.
Taken when we went mahjong at Zac's place.
Just had a haircut, so flat hair.

Ah, did I mention how sensitive I am over canines?
Even a lame Gintama show with an emotional " Dog and little girl " plot can make me almost cry. LOL.

...\( o . w . o )/

You owe us a punch nao!

2010-04-05T01:51:00.005+08:00

What ugly yellowish lighting...
Jurong Point is filled with it.

Out with flut. HAHAHAHA.
Shopping. No clothes. Just cutesy-wutsy stuff.

Update again. Mahjong tomorrow? Without moolah, chips only? ( = . o . = )"?

( o . w . o )/

loyal to my love

2010-04-04T03:58:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was mum's birthday. <3

and Awesome!

Nobuta wo Produce won over that dumb copycat korean 'Boys Before Flowers' in Dramacrazy.net! Wasn't it boys over flowers for the Jap version or something... Matsumoto Jun is so much better with curls, pfft!

Anyway, Nobuta wo Produce is so much more a better drama series then that overrated Korean bullshit. ( I'm gonna offend alot of people ) Though it's an older show. But Kamenashi is inside, and he's one of my favourite actors. ( o . w . o )/ I think Jin was inside too, he's damn hot too.

My pay for last month is coming in soon. C:
About 400 plus, but it'll be going to my wardrobe with full-length mirror. Can you believe my room has zero mirrors? I go to my mum's room every time I need to change....

And hope I'll be going shopping with Jas tomorrow. In serious need of clothes and accessories. Think if we do, we'll be going Jurong point or Tampines mall since we've never been there with the purpose to shop.
Hope to find a day for a haircut too...

Random post at 4am in the morning.
My body clock's really screwed, I need to rewind it before I go back to school.

( - . w . - )/

losing weight : unsuccessful.

2010-03-28T17:39:00.004+08:00

I want a digital camera! ( ._.)''

Edit :
Going to chalet with Secondary school friends tomorrow, a circle of us.
It's a 2 nights thing, I hope it will go okay... 'cause I doubt the numbers going are gonna be big.

oh, Jasmine just came back from Bangkok and got me nothing. that bitch HAHA.

And, I've been ranting to alot of people...
I'M SO AFRAID TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AT ORIENTATION ALONE! :C I'm scared of people judging me and such. I'm scared of negative stares and such...

Ah, I open up so much when there's someone I know beside me, but when I'm alone, it's just a whole different story. Anti-social much am I.

Been having insomnia for the past few days. Mygudnes, I hope eyebags dont pop out.
Let's hope I get a good sleep tonight, and be fresh for the chalet tomorrow.

-Wave- ( o . w . o )/

when you love, you start to lie

2010-03-23T18:54:00.005+08:00

Yup, I cut my fringe myself again. Bangs, but not noticeable at all.
Yup and the book is my cert~

I went to get my 'O' Level Certificate with Peishy. At first, we intended to meet up with Jas also, but you know, usual stuff. 80% of the time, it never really works out. Damn it, I dress so nice for nothing.

First time seeing peishy in her PJ uniform, haha. Looks like some ITE uni, but I like the colour. We slowly walked to school, and I was afraid the guard wouldn't let me in 'cause of my dyed hair, but he did. So oh well.

Peishy was disappointed at the testimonial 'cause it was like damn short for her. rofl, but all I cared was that the book was damn nice. ( o . w . o )

Anyway, I wanna watch Nodame Cantabile, but still digging for accompaniment.

Nodame is seriously cute lah, one of the cutest actress I've ever seen. She's not those silly jap girls that act cute and go ' kawaiiiii ' at everything lo. She is damn funny. Especially her voice and the way she talks, like spastic person. HAHAHA.

& the guy is hot too. (≧∇≦)'
A lil' old, but still hot.

Blog again soon. -wave-

alone again, tayorinai sekai

2010-03-18T01:05:00.004+08:00

Maybe sometimes I enjoy loneliness,
Maybe sometimes I like being tossed and left aside,
Maybe sometimes I like to walk alone, when everyone else are in pairs,
Maybe sometimes I enjoy feeling bitter and sad.

Maybe I'm a lil' masochistic..

But most of the time...
If only I could smile and get along with the norm.

( ... )

your face makes me sick

2010-03-11T01:38:00.003+08:00

Today, I got stalked by the same person again.
Definitely an extremely scary experience... feeling like he's staring a laser beam through you from a metre away in the MRT, for the second time.

I wish I could kick him in where it hurts most and make his face uglier then it is with physical force, but I are a girl and I hash no guts..
Though he looks just like a frail and weak man without any ability or balls to fight back.

Please. F out of my life, you sick and perverted person.

I seriously Have No Idea why you are interested in a person with an appearance like me.
Awkward psychopathic moron.

( - . w . - )/

12 March, last day of work

2010-03-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

I'll be back to blog. ( soon... )

( o . w . o )/

without another..

2010-02-12T01:00:00.006+08:00

Goodness.
Two weeks without update, cause there isn't much to update on.
I feel bad for not blogging, for myself. Like I'm losing my momentum already, -sob-.

Haven't been taking pictures. Therefore no motivation to post.
Life's been a bore. Work mostly; standing idle for 9 hours.

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UPS recently, was shopping with Jasmine a week back.

We went to 313 Somerset and Orchard Central ( our first time there ).
Oh gooosh. I really admire OC building, it's super nice lah. Like complicated and unique and stuff. Really quiet, but I like it that way. I can take my time.
It's a building that's not appreciated enough leh, not enough publicity.

I spent 200 bucks, on things I find that are worth my hard-earned money.

Zara boyfriend skinny jeans, cost half of my entire spendings for that day. [ It's awesome though, like how I told everyone so! HAHA.] A bag that looks like an envelope, totally cute and cheap at that. A plain tank for ten at Honey and bee. A top at twenty-odd. Some accessories.

& FREAKING DELISH DINNER AT OOTOYA!!! ( o . w . o )/
Wow. I could eat japanese rice on it's own.

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Another -up- was today, when I got another pair of pants at Zara for... eighty.
It's my first time shopping alone. I went there straight after work at 9pm.

I be proud of myself for going on independent-shopping. Rofl.

Oh yea, and today, I received a twenty dollar hongbao from my company. Niceeee. I wurbe receiving cash. cold hard cash that you can hold in your hands.
I'm a money-face. ( $ . w . $ )/

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Oh, and ruki darling's portrait is coming out real awesome. - self praise -
He just needs a little more shading, which I'm incapable of doing so now, cause I be lacking shading pencils. Will get them soon.

Eager to post the piece up, since I haven't put up a drawing of mine for soooo long!
( - o - )''

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Work tomorrow again. Sigh. ( V _ V )"'.
I hate seeing my blog without pictures, it bores me... hope to go on an outing soon.

( OMGOMG. seven-person gang, let's go for picnic soon! Can't wait. )

: o ??

i can't believe how smooth life's been going.

2010-01-27T23:58:00.008+08:00

MOE:
SARAH MOK QIAN WEN,
you are posted to
TEMASEK POLY : VISUAL COMMUNICATIONS (T24)
under 2010 JAE.

Hello dears. Am I smart or just smart to get into my first choice!!!!!!!!!
* gets knifed *

HARHARHARHAR! (≧∇≦)'

Anyone in the same course as me? ( o . w . o )''/

Anyway, it is just so awesome that my games clique a.k.a. pri school clique, out of 7, 5 of us are going to Temasek Poly together!
The others decided to go to JC though. ( - o - )

Jowell : " Next time we lazy can take cab together. "
Rofl.
We all stay Sembawang need travel so far lah.

Seriously, I can't wait to go school again...
Though I expect it's going to be tough, but I'm eager to meet new people. ( o . w . o )

For nao, I hash to work hard for moolah & buy .. clothes. Haha.

Okay, short post. Just to update.

Post script :
I BE NEEDING TO GOES SHOPPINGS SWOONS. \( O . W . O )/

: o ??

you're like a spirit; haunting my mind

2010-01-19T22:46:00.006+08:00

How long have I not updated...

Randomly :
I NEED A HAIRCUT, BADLY. ):

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I know. I know. A lil' teeny weeny late, but here's my first few choices for JAE [ cause I forgot the redundant and insignificant rest ( o . w . o )/ ]

TP Visual Communications [ 12 ]
NYP Visual Communications [ 16 ]
SP Visual Communications and Media [ 14 ]
NP Media Commnunications ( ?? I think. ) [ 15 ? ]

Yes, you can see it's about the same.
I really wanted to go to NP also, but it doesn't have the course I want, therefore I hash put it as fourth. ( o . w . o )

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Anyway, a week back during results day, I had Ajisens with Jas before heading to school.

Damn, the ramen's quality really became kind of shitty.
The soup became more diluted and the portion became smaller. Well, I don't really mind about the portion since it's just right for me now. It used to be too much.
The noodles aint that good too.

OHOH I forgot, hows your liking the new playlist ? =_="
Songs by most beautiful Jason Castro! ( o . w . o )/

Everytime I tell people how I think guys in dread locks are cool, I give an example , Jason Castro. And then they all don't have an idea who he is ( -_-)" IDIOTS.
Ya ya, so now please have a look at him! He is adorableee.

Oh side tracked, so here are pictures from Ajisens.

Haha, I asked Jas to bring nerd specs because I was wearing some sort of a schoolish cardigan ( though you cant see from the pictures TT___TT )
While waiting for our food :

I worship Mayora-sama! HAHAHA ( o . w . o )/
They didn't give us mayonaise, so Jas asked for some AND WHOO, SO MUCH!
You can never grasp how happy I can be when I see a bunch of mayo ( and cheese ) infront of meee.
( o . w . o )/

First time we saw banana dessert in Ajisens.
Being banana fans, we decided to order it!

That's the end....
I took some photographs at the school too, but somehow it went missing and I'm kind of pissed.. Lucky I didn't take many..

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At Tchoukball training near church :

Of course, I'm not a sports person ( and I have a phobia of balls ) so I didn't participate.
I kind of just sat one side and did my own stuff. Sounds so emo-ish.. but I kind of enjoy sitting by the side alone and watching them.

After that, we had some discussion for the Pre Event for Valentines Day that's coming up at Fuchun Sec.
We were to teach them how to play Tchoukball, haha, as sort of an evangelical thing.

David, Josh, Daryl, Ezra, Aaron and I then headed to SSC to have dinner.
ASTON'SSSS!!! ( O . w. O )/

Recently, I've been indulging in alot of good food and gaining weight ... ( TT___TT )"
Work doesn't make it any better.

I be needing to go on a diet soonz.

Anyway, tomorrow I'll be going to class chalet. Reunion time, haha.
Okay. bye.

: o ??

Life's great

2010-01-13T01:11:00.005+08:00

For the curious ones ...
I got 12 raw score.

I'm not to say, elated, but I'm really relieved. ( o . w . o )/
I wanted to get 12 and below, and I did.

It's 1.12am and I'm pretty beat from work and all.
Have some pictures from results day, but I'll up it another day.

: o ??

life's been good, so far

2010-01-10T22:47:00.006+08:00

I hash my own room back! ( o . w . o )/

So damn happy.
Oh, for those who has no idea what's going on, my dad took over my room as it had air-con last time and has been there ever since, even when the aircon broke down.

YAY. Anyway, Re-vamp time! ( o . w . o )/

I hash a new mattress tuu!
& I want to get a new wardrobe, one with a huge mirror.
& a shelf, for my manga, mags etc.

OUH. I cants waits. (≧∇≦)'/

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Okay. Quick update with photos from NYP Open House ( nothing much, frankly ) and shupping outing with Peishy.

Just a few..

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NYP O.H. wasn't nothing great. But I got a clearer path on going into Visual Comm after speaking to a lecturer there. It's really what I do, I guess.
Shupping at town. Got 2 outerwear, a schoolish cardigan & a brown bomber jacket. Both at 29.90 each. Happy! ( o . w . o )/
Went to bother Jas after her work and we had supper at 888. Oh, fking fly in my prawn dumpling soup, but I still finished it clean after taking it out.
Really phail jumpshots we attempted after that. Har! ( ._.)" Then daddy came to pick me up.

P/s : Tomorrow is.. ' O ' Level results day. It's either a good/bad day, all depends on one thing... ):
I'm not nervous though. When I reach there, I will.
& cool thing is, we were ordered not to wear school uniform. Awesome or what!

- prepares two cameras for tomorrow -

: o ??

Gibberish

2010-01-08T00:19:00.004+08:00

Everyone has a long wordy post about 2009 and what they had want for 2010...
I think I might try doing mine... now... though I seriously don't have anything up my mind right now.

I'll try something impromptu then.

Two thousand nine was... ... ( thinking real hard )
was, well, not so bad? ( wtf, is this the only thing I can think of right now? )

I'd say I'm glad to have improved from the past and got to what I am now.
Omg, looking back at my January 2009 physical self makes me want to drown myself, but who cares, it's in the past. ROFL.

I'm quite satisfied with the present me and I know I will get better in future. ( you can keel me for being so proud HAHA )
Now, I'm just looking forward and hoping I'll grow to be more like what I want to be like.

Other then physically, life has been okay.
Secondary four wasn't as bad as I thought, was kind of slack. And 'O' levels passed like a breeze.
Results are coming out on Monday, I'm not nervous yet.
I just pray and hope that it's going to be what I expect... ):
I think school was fun. I can't remember, but I miss the faces of the quirky 4-8 peeps.

I've gotten much closer to many people last year too.

Namely, my primary school peeps.
We've been hanging out alot suddenly, and it's great fun to be with them.

& certain people that I could tell all my problems or top secret stuff to.
people i'd show my ugly side to, and my tears to.

Also in 2009, I admit I've been spiritually stagnant.
Exams were taking quite alot of my time, and now I have work.

But I think I will try to come back now.

I don't intend to keep secret; I don't really like how the youth ministry in church is like now.

Ps Tim has changed so many of our so-called 'traditions', & I feel that all these traditions are what make many of us stay close...
I don't blame him, since I think this will make us be more serious in our relationship with God. But what about those that need a lighter step to fully absorb all these?

I sense that it isn't as lively as it is now, not as attractive as it was, not as welcoming.
Idk what I'm talking actually. Maybe some ppl will understand.

2009 has been a year of many changes in the church and ministry. I can say this.
NOT used to it at all. The atmosphere isn't as great... but i'll try to adapt.

( AND WHAT, VALENTINES DAY IS COMMUNITY-BASED ALSO. -___- )

Kay, moving on, my blabbers about 2010!

The first thing I can come up with is...
I need to lose weight. LOL.

Part of a girl's vanity~

& I want to get into the course I want at the Poly I want to go.
& I want to meet new and interesting peeps.
& I want to enjoy myself and have fun.
& I want many money to buy many clothes and other stuff.
& I want to revamp my room nice nice nice nice.
& I want my cow to last long long long long.
& I want dye my hair ash brown after my work ends.

Okay, the 2010 stuff was quite easy...

Wow, doing this post really took alot of effort from me. I'm not the sort to type so much of these shit. Cause I can't think in front of a computer.
I'm the kind that spouts these nonsense to people in real life LOL.

OKAY BYE.

: o ??

5th january's

2010-01-07T18:09:00.004+08:00

Brain-dead & really lazy to explain details.
Plus I'm eager to catch up on my Bleach since I have no other animes to do so to.

& so................

It's Wenz' 17 birthday already, she's like 11 months older then me even though my maturity level is probably higher LOL.

I went to birthday girl's house and we went to take her cake together at sun plaza first, while the others, [ well, toh & leon ] went to somerset first as toh had to cash his pay cheque.

We met at Cineleisure?
Yea, and then went to eat lunch.

( Okay, this is when all the photos come in. )

NEOPRINTS! \\( o . w . o )!//

MIA : Weikang & Vivian. ))):
( Well, at least we didn't have to squeeze as much as usual. )

Thankfully, this machine wasn't that bad.
But it was really tiring having to move up and down since there's two cameras. ( ._.)"

MY HAIRBAND KEWT HOR. LOL.
* boast boast *

AH, & I bought a new bag at Cineleisure. Those lu bian tan kind of shop.
I really adore it though it's a simple bag.
It's huge and brown ( again ) and it's cheap! 27 bucks! (≧∇≦)'/

We headed to the Arcade upstairs and discovered this ultra fun game.
DJMax Technica ( or something )

I and Toh were stuck there for quite a few rounds, especially him..
And many people know I don't do arcades much, but that machine was really fun haha.

Went to Heeren, where Toh bought his Sexydiamond stuff again, and got an awesome cap for Wenz there.

Oh so, we headed to 313 Somerset since sales were everywhere and I wanted to do some shopping...

Saw this pink bomber jacket at Uniqlo.. ( ~ . w . ~ )""
It's 29.90 now lor! It was 79.90 lei...

I'm really wondering whether I should buy it.
- My mum would probably think I'm crazy for buying that in Singapore.
- I don't know if I'll dare to wear it out.
- It kind of makes me look fat, but it looks nice in pictures..

))): JASMINE, HOW?!?!?!

Er, then Toh wanted to get his Skullcandy headphones, costing 150 ( ow. )
So HMV it was.

After purchasing that bulky headphones, we had dinner at Din Tai Fung.
Initially, we only wanted to get xiaolongbaos though.

Been craving for those small dragon paos for quite long already.
But I'd say Din Tai Fung's ones weren't as great as I though lah, being " internationally recognised " or something.

& then, we decided to go to Wenz' house to eat cake. Birthday routine.
The usual MRT at Marina Bay camwhoring... ( o . w . o )

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- insert touching message here -

HAHA. Sorry ah, I don't have touching messages for you since we are always fooling around. (≧∇≦)'/

But the picture super match right.

: o ??

2010

2010-01-06T02:43:00.004+08:00

Picture by wenz. rofl.

Basically, yesterday was Wenz's 17 birthday ( and I just got to 16 only! )
We were out all day to celebrate & I'm only back at 2am today.

It was enjoyable.

Currently waiting for photos from the birthday outing to be uploaded & for my wet hair to get dry before I hit the sack.
So I'm here to do a boring/wordy post.
My energy's pretty much wasted already, so I might not be very clear on what I'm going to type...

Actually, this is the first post (6th jan) I'm doing for the new year, 2010.

Wow....

Many asked about my new year resolutions, I'm not exactly sure.. & neither have I given it any thought.
I'll think about it soon..

Okay, I need sleep now.

Will update, veli veli veli soon!

(≧∇≦)'/

lonely without you.

2009-12-28T14:52:00.004+08:00

My Christmas was rather pathetic.

I worked from eleven to three in the afternoon, & had lunch alone at Full House in central, clarke quay, where my work place was.

Somehow, I was on PMS, & I started to tear for no particular reason. ( o_o)"
' Christmas and I'm eating alone, pfffft. ' I thought.
Somemore, that Jas sms me say she go take MC and go out with her boyfriend on a sweet date, Hahahaha.

But I didn't let my tears come out, cause my eyeliner would smudge. LOL.

Then I went home to prepare to go out with the usual peeps.
All seven present.

We went to The Mind Cafe at dhoby for some boardgames and got seats but...

THE WHOLE PLACE WAS FKING LOUD OKAY,
ESP THE TABLE BESIDE US.

One laughter and my ears were ringing already. Damn that place.
I really hate noisy places.

We switched locations to Plaza Sing for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.
My first time there. ( ._.)"

A little bit of conflict happened, but I'm too lazy to explain.
I was still on my mood swing due to mensus, gah.

Sorry for the tense atmosphere, if any.

Camwhore started, heh. [ some pictures belong to vivian ]

Her and her big camera, ): hmph!

Went to the arcade afterwards to play Jubeat.
Wtf, fun sia, but I'm super lousy at it. (≧∇≦)

Played til they closed & we hurried to catch the last train home.

Group photo in front of the lift at plaza sing.

Luckily, there was still one that went to Kranji 10 mins later,
so we seized the chance to camwhore again. ( o . w . o )"

I was like ' come, lets act cute ', & wtf at jowell. ( @__@)lll

Fwowerrr power. \( o . w . o )!!/

Act gangsta. rofls.

( *__* ) only pic with leon inside, that idiot won't take pictures!

Side note, extras :

I took pictures with two colleages at work the day after christmas. ( o . w . o )/

With Cindy, she's leaving next month to go back to Malaysia ( T__T)...
She's kind of like my play mate in work, cause it's really boring at central.

I rook ugly in the peekture ogay!

With Erwin, he just transfered here for that day only.
Was the one who interviewed me for the job.

I still rook ugly ogay! & my hair sucks ogay! )))): <

: o ??

calvary's tree.

2009-12-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

HARHARHAR!
Screw all those people who are starting school next week.
& are worrying about Homework; thinking of excuses to escape punishment.

Oh, the taste of sweet freedom!! ( o . w . o )/

I've edited the photos from Christmas and a few other random ones already.
But....

I'm tired today, just got back from work.

Promise that I'll update tomrow!! Nyuu~ (≧∇≦)

One photo for now :

seeyous /0/

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randomish.

2009-12-17T00:50:00.010+08:00

I've a collection of camwhore photos from over these few days, so this post is especially for it.
Had a chalet on 12th, half the time playing cards, half sleeping as I had work the next day.
Went out yesterday with Viv/well then Toh came then we played cards at Toh's house, weikang came too.
I bought an awesome 'Aladdin' pants from gg5, my workplace today.
Got stalked by a decent-looking guy today, VERY SCARY. Was in panic until I finally lost him at the MRT gantry... Asshole!!! D:
Errrrrrrr.... nothing more. Tired.

Outing :

[ AWESOME LIGHTING! ( o . w . o )'//]

/ Neoprints like shit like that... waste money.

At Toh's house :
[ Stealing his caps to camwhore lol ]

The red thing is to hide my fugly smudged eyeliner ): <

At work :

[ Smallest Starbucks Coffee ever!! ]

[ Tempura Curry Udon ]

At Chalet :

[ Piggy ]

I rike sarngrasses, act cool only : D

Okay, I'm out.
Watching FMA:Brotherhood 36, awesome shit!

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8th december

2009-12-09T14:52:00.005+08:00

''Admire but not love.
Love but don't go overboard

Because being desperate is disgusting.''

\\( o . w . o )?//
Here it is.

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Tons of pictures to be up.

To start off my 'celebration' of birthday, ( I would like to just call it an outing )
I brought Jas to this awesome Japanese restaurant at Clarke Quay.

Kuro no Naka.

We caught up on a whole lot of stuff on our way there,
and we spoke really fast, like we wouldn't have time to finish saying what we've got to say.

At Singapore River, sitting down as I changed into flip-flops.
Problematic shoes giving me blisters ):

Now, skinny jeans + flip-flops = ah beng.
SIGH. Haha.

Too white. -_-"

Jasmine and I settled down at the top deck of the restaurant, just like what I wanted!
Our six-seater table was beside window painted red, real nice.
(≧∇≦)

There was a group of genuine middle-aged Japanese men having their lunch there as well,
it all added to the atmosphere.

I recommended some food to Jas,
because I've been there before when my family celebrated both my brother's and papa's birthday.

And after a moment of deciding, these were what we ordered...

Potato salad as an appetizer.

Jas' awesome cubed beef.

My black pig. ( o . w . o )"

Jas and I both agreed that their miso soup was super yum. (:

Oh, actually, everything there was great.
Haha.

Our set meal came with ice-cream and tea.
It was served after we were done with the main course.

I don't recall them serving it the last time I went there though...
Hmm~

This is vanilla and strawberry ice-cream, with my tea.

& Jas' coffee.

Jas says I have ah-ma fingers. ):
Really? I like it leiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Despite the ultra-tiny size of the ice-cream, it's not like we could pop the whole thing into out mouth.
It was quite concentrated, so it's not as bad.

Spastic much. (._.)''

Finished our meal, and the total bill added up to fifty-four.
Oh by the way, Kuro no Naka closes at 2.30pm, and opens again at night.

Headed to the restaurant's toilet afterwards.

Jas camwhoring with my camera! ):<

We walked to Liang Court then, to roam around.

We managed to get Hitsugaya-taichou! : o

I've never been the Liang Court before,
& so I never knew there was such a huge Kinokuniya there!

Sadly, I could not find Neo Angelique nor SHOXX there,
I wonder why...
I bought a marker to outline my drawings there. [ $1.45 only, hehe ]

We rushed to Clarke Quay station then, to meet Lucas and Peasant paul.
It was sort of an impromtu decision to meet up.

( Paul couldn't wish me happy birthday being a Jehovah's Witness...
I forgot to ask him if he could hold a wedding reception dinner. Lol. )

Headed to 313 with them.

Split up after awhile, I'm sorry...
I found it hard to accomodate and think of topics to talk to everyone, and I just wanted to relax on my birthday.
So Jas and I decided to be alone.

Gomen. *bows*

Anyway, at 313, we two girls went to Diva!!
Awesome, we spent $120 just on accessories alone, together of course.

BUT, Gosh, it's rare to find accessories that I like so much.

I got a leather bracelet lined with gold chains at 23, and a multi-layered necklace at 29.

Freaking matches black nails right!
I couldn't resist.

Well, didn't bother to take the necklace ._.
You'll see it later?

& Jas got multi bracelets that are sold together and a superman ring.

& we also got something for a special someone! : )

Random picture,
when we settled at an ulu staircase to see our purchases.

We walked to Takashimaya then.
Just for Takopachi... (._.)"

I bought my first box of Takopachi, and treated Jas to Auntie Anne's strawberry dutch ice.

Sat at the staircase in front of Tower A to makan and chat.

THEN, we saw Halim & Jinying passing by. What pure coincidence.
They were heading to Central Orchard.

Jas told them it was my birthday,

Just right, I finished my bacon & cheese tako, & I kiddingly told them to buy me another box. Haha.

Look. Halim's and Jinying's birthday present for me! :)

We talked for awhile more, and they left.
Then I went to get my second box of takopachi. (≧∇≦)''

Went back to the same part of the stairs to continue our chat,
Jas accompanied me as I waited for the p.school gang to come.

They came, and we bidded Jas farewell.

Visited Toh at Coffee Club because he was working there.
OMG I RIKE THEIR UNIFORMZ T_____T

*drools* aprons are the best, kekeke.

& then I got my third box of takopachi. [ o . w . o ]lll

Sat at the waterfall.

* kops Leon's mocha. * Yum.

Wei Kang (:

The girls.

Camwhore in the toilet.
Seriously, how do girls survive without toilets with huge mirrors ?

So bear with our faces, there are quite a few.

While heading back on Mrt.

I took a look at the present the gang gave me.
An antique-looking diary, I really like it.

I mean, I think it's one of the best things they could give me.

( ♥ . w . ♥ )

THANKS ALOT!! * hugs *

There was map of Japan in it, lols?

Jowell and I.

We went to Jowell's house to play games.

Rounds of hilarious charades, and Saboteur,
And Uno Stacko.

Group photo.
Many years of friendship.

Again, thanks for the awesome gift!

The 愛 stamp was really gorgeous too! Love it.

& mum gave me sixty bucks worth of hongbao.
& my boss gave me an extra day off.
& the wishes on facebook makes my day.
& tomorrows PAYDAY.

: o ??

i was bored so i camwhored with my love

2009-12-04T20:59:00.009+08:00

Pathetic.

Now I've resorted to speaking to a non-living thing.

Insanity.

Resulted from being deprived of attention and warmth.

Work.

Keeps me pre-occupied from thinking about my needs.

Now who is there left ?

: o ??

Oh, & Exaggeration.
When someone like me is bored is blogging.

give me money.

2009-12-04T18:07:00.005+08:00

Not an awesome movie..
Same story plot again, but a little twist.

WHO CARES, Look at all the hunks!!! : 3

Best part was that Odagiri ( Kamenashi from Kat-tun ) was the assistant form teacher,
Holy, I was going crazy in the theatre!

Finally not only Yankumi was there to save the day, still got one of my favourite actors, Kamenashi, fighting along with her. Hehe . (≧∇≦)

Kamenashi made me feel that spending money on that stupid movie worth it, roflmao.
I've watched many of his shows, love his acting, it's superb.
And the way he walks just makes me excited, nyuu-ahahaha. ( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Anyway, this show sucks okay.
But if you're a girl and love jap hunks, then just download it.

But I'd say the standard of the guys are dropping, lol probably because they ran out of good-looking teenboys to star in it.

Season 1 was probably the best, Season 2 not bad, Season 3's guys were just not very good...
& the class 3D in the movie was the worst : x

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Some pictures from the outing :

BENTEN food :

Went Iluma for the movie.
Outing did some serious damage to my bank account's rapid decrease in number.
Did some catching up with Shimei.
Realised that Shimei really doesn't know how to take nice pictures. harhar.
Ate delish~ yogurt at Berrylite and expensive jap food at BENTEN
I bought 5 manga in total in 2 days ):

Oh, and weird enough, a woman came up and offered jobs as models for a magazine.

*raises hands to the heavens and tear*
" Finally, someone sees something in my looks. "

I thought normally they will find those typical ahlians, I'd say that women was smart!!
But later on I saw her talking to an ahlian too, pfft wtf. ~_~;

Anyway, the company's like... frigging near my workplace at Clarke Quay, maybe I'll go check it out. *o*

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Summer Wars

2009-12-03T00:38:00.006+08:00

When timid eleventh-grader and math genius Kenji Koiso is asked by older student and secret crush Natsuki to come with her to her family’s Nagano home for a summer job, he agrees without hesitation. Natsuki’s family, the Jinnouchi clan, dates back to the Muromachi era, and they’ve all come together to celebrate the 90th birthday of the spunky matriarch of the family, Sakae. That’s when Kenji discovers his “summer job” is to pretend to be Natsuki’s fiancé and dance with her at the birthday celebration. As Kenji attempts to keep up with Natsuki’s act around her family, he receives a strange math problem on his cell phone which, being a math genius, he can’t resist solving. As it turns out, the solution to the mysterious equation causes a hijacking of the social networking site through which most of the world's social and business traffic flows.

Download

Torrent | Megaupload | Megaupload (.ass subs file)

Streaming

Veoh | VeohTV

[ Leeched from Instantz.net ]

I swear this is a fking fking great movie!!
( ♥ . w . ♥ )
( Should download and watch in good quality. )

I mean, the first half hour of it, I told it was some stupid show, but this show has some really kick-ass awesome unique plot!!!

I don't really know how to put it in words, because the plot is something one could never come up with easily, real unique and interesting.

It's not some love-love kind of story okay, it's about how people can live, or die under the advanced technology.
And how this cool-shit family solved the whole problem, with their determination and drive and pride as a Jinnouchi clan.

IT'S JUST AWESOME, ( to me )
DOWNLOAD AND WATCH IT TO THE END OKAY!

It might appear abit boring in the front, but don't stop, you'll regret it.
I'm lucky I didn't, and at the end I was very very very satisfied, as you can see.

The last half hour was the best,
made a person with high expectations like me almost tear when the number " 74 " became " 75 ", ( You'll know when you watch it. )
and made me unknowingly smile at the end.

The OZ world was really cool, and I really like King Kazuma, haha (:
Such a cute usagi... ( o . w . o )''

Oh and, if you like weird movies like " Spirited Away ", then this is recommended, though the story is very much different.

I don't go mad over animes and share them on my blog often, so this is rare.
It's been so long since I've watched such an intriging movie, so yea...

Post script :
Yay, finally going out tomorrow.
Watching Gokusen the Movie at The Cathay with Shimei. Hehe (≧∇≦)

So happy I can style my hair again, since I don't get to do it at work.
Rofl.

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my soles hurt,

2009-12-01T00:32:00.009+08:00

AFA 2009 will be up by the next few days (?),
because I have four days of extra off days due to some frustrating reasons I mentioned before.

Won't be posting so many pictures, cause somehow I wasn't that excited about the event...
OMG, but I love the picture with Kakashi!!!!!! Nyuuu~ /( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

And I really really really want to change my blogskin,

HELP! VNXY! ( > . w . < ) """

On a side note,

I'm working on a Ruki portrait now, awesome or what. So far so good, will try to finish it a.s.a.p. Can't wait to see it after I've added everything to it.

Ruki-san ~! /( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Oh by the way, I'm doing the Filth in the Beauty version of him, those gorgeous dreadlocks are to die for. Yayyyy!

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attraction,

2009-11-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

I finally know my greatest weakest,

& now my greatest need.

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whaoooo _

2009-11-24T19:28:00.010+08:00

I know I sound like a pervert, ( and people say I am one )
But this is so effing hotttt~! ( * . w . * )

OMIGOSHHH.
Adam Lambert kissing some guy dancer hotter then he is.
LOL.

I'd say Adam should do something about his complexion though,
but his jawline is define here, cool.
Did he go slimming or something? Haha.

Anyway, still love him the best, voice is awesomely awesome.

[ please don't judge me. thanks.
& don't lecture me about how wrong it is OKAY!
I cannot stand it. ]

Work is fine.

Knowing I have earned 60 bucks in 2 days is great. ( o . w . o )/

It's kind of boring because The Central is quite quiet.

Attending to customers is fun, though there are very little. DD:

Standing for 5 hours straight is tiring, getting used to it.

I spoke to an Ang Moh guy today, secretly happy. Heh...

Work again tomorrow.

Can't wait to be transfered to 313 somerset so that I can attend to more customers and not be bored, because it definitely will be more crowded there.

Money please roll in.

Post script :
No church camp, okay. I'm just very much disappointed that someone said to help me sigh up last week, and help pay first, but nothing was done until this Sunday? Without money? What happened?
Sorry if I sound like I'm blaming you, I blame myself for signing up late but you said to talk to pastor that day itself...?

I even took leave for my work in advance. Great. I can just slack for 4 days.
I knew when I start work, I couldn't attend cg as often, so I wanted to attend the church camp as my sort of a last full commitment of time spending with God until my work ends .
Great, great, great, great, awesomeeeeeeeeee!! No more! I can save 50 bucks sommore!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Guess I'll just pop by for Omega Night and stone.

~~I don't like how the youth ministry is like now.~~

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Prom 2009

2009-11-21T16:52:00.011+08:00

I don't have energy to edit all 200 odd of the photos, so don't expect everything to be here.
I'll post them on Facebook later though.

Met up with Peishy to head to Marilyn's house to prepare,
Willy and Be came afterwards.

Four of us, Lixing joining later, headed to Meritus by Mrt.

Peishy with her almost new camera. Lumix rocks ):

Five of us entered the place, and I was pretty overwhelmed by how gorgeous everyone looked. Made me immediately hide in the toilet without even greeting anyone yet. Lol.

What are girls without toilet pictures?!

Soon... Moar girls started streaming in . Rofl.
I then felt very insecure because I was the only one not wearing a dress. *_*

Oh ya, clarify something in case some people don't know me well : I'm not a butch okay. LOL. I just don't like wearing dresses. I like guys only! (≧∇≦)

Hehe. Extra.

Me, Yae, Peishy & Willy.

After awhile of camwhore, we headed out to meet the others and book in with our prom tickets.

Moar pictures :

Kai. He looked like a cute little boy that day. HEHEHE.

Zhao Yi, a fellow classmate, looking gorgeous.

Aaron. Classmate. LOL, mafia boss siolz.

Phoebe.

Bob. a.k.a. Joel Lim. He looks adorable as a bouncer. Rofl : " No people below 18 "

With Eden and Joel.

Hilarious shit. Lucas and Joel with orhorh face.

Blur but : Peishy, Karthik, Aaron, Joel, Lucas, Wenzi and I.

Finally. After the long wait, we got to out seats and the buffet dinner started.
Hungry.

It was an international buffet, and thus the appearance doesn't look that good in pictures because they are all mixed together.

The food was not bad at all, haven't had such a heavy dinner for very long.
\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Happy hehe.

My favourite smoked salmon and potato salad ( though the salad wasn't that good ).
Yes, I took this pile for myself only. ( > . w . < )"

The emcee then mentioned that everyone should go visit the toilet before the performance items started, so wenz, willy and I went.

We decided to go to the one on the lower levels because the one on the same floor was crowded with girls ._."
Hehe, to our surprise, the toilet below was even better! And really huge.

I loved the mirror. ~( *___* )~

Went back to the dining hall, and the emcee started a round of " Do you know the lyrics " [ short version ].

And guess what the prize for winning was ? ...

Riverside hand towels, how appealing yes? ( -___- )"...

Following after, was a magic performance by a magician, Jeremy Tan.
I mean, the tricks were not bad and all, but we all knew that there's something behind it, so I didn't really think it was that awesome.

I think it's because the taiwan artistes are all learning magic, and I've been seeing it everywhere on variety shows.
It's like anyone can grasp the hold of magic nowadays...

After that was some rounds of quiz, another gameshow I guess.
Riverside hand towels again. * speechless *

[ Sorry, my camera looks bulky and powerful and all, but I couldn't capture very clear pictures as the stage was too far and the lighting was bad..
... or is it just my skills? ]

Here are more after-prom pictures :

The following few are my dearest lower-secondary buddies~

With the ' wedding couple ' :
( We go there machiam like be their wedding guest like that rofl )

Jielin. Looking like a pretty bride that day. (:

With Kok hui, the 'groom'

Kai again. * hugs *

Wei Loke.

Liting.

Me, Liting, Tiffany, Jielin, Kokhui, Weiloke and Kai.

The following are random :

Hui ting. Classmate.

& Jiayee, classmate as well.

Lena and Ada.

With lovely Ju aen. (:

Again Juaen, - steals her from Rollo - *o*

Felicia and Phyllis, classmates. They were so eager to run off, haha.

With Hui ting again, full length because of our outfits.
Really blur, but oh well.

Some last minute shots requested by them as I was leaving with wenz, willy and peishy.

Oh no. I think that's the end! ):
Check my facebook next time for more if you are missing or something...

For now, I need to go to Aloha because it's my brother's, Raymund's, 21st birthday celebration today.

Byebye.

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Prom 2009

2009-11-21T16:20:00.005+08:00

Just finished resizing and adjusting lighting of prom pictures.
Hard work, much.

I'll be letting my mother use the computer for awhile before posting them up.
Maybe later at night, or tomorrow.

Check back.

~ Rest. ~

Cee Euu. (≧∇≦)

( Oh, I'm not posting them on Facebook yet cause I want them to first appear on my blog, sowwie. Hehe. Will put almost everything up on Facebook after I finish my post. )

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ANTM

2009-11-21T01:38:00.005+08:00

No ! I can't believe Celia is out!
( Ya, I know I'm a day late. Watched taped one, because I missed yesterday's episode as I went to Prom night. )

I really really admire her and I was wishing she would win the whole thing since she was first forced to cut her uber cool short hair. ):
She has the best sense of fashion too, look at her enter the judging panel every week with her gorgeous clothes, ( I especially liked her suit ! )

Celia's very unique and stands out well as an individual too.
She's like 25 though, pretty old for being a model, but I love her for being so matured in thinking. Pawn the other kiddos.

Celia also reminds me of Mckey ( above ) from the previous season, though I personally feel that Mckey is the prettiest girl in the world world. Yes. I am dead serious!
She's awesome, I'm so obsessed over her face.
Google more of her photographs if you don't believe me.

Anyway, now I'll be rooting for Allison, because I'm racist and I don't like blacks.
Kidding la.
It's just I think the other two's personality really suck, and Allison, on the other hand, is so cute and innocent. ( Matches her eyes :x )

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The making of...

2009-11-20T04:28:00.003+08:00

Still behind the curtains.

Warning :
Duh, the other pictures taken with people don't look as nice ._."
Don't expect much.. harhar.

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Town and vivian's new camera.

2009-11-19T12:05:00.005+08:00

I freaking enjoy being vivian's new camera's test subject.
HARHARHARHARHAR! (≧∇≦)''

Making this post short and sweet, with lotsa photos, cause I need to get to Marilyn's house in an hour's time..

Okay, so vivian, toh and I went town that day for prom shopping.
Ion and Far East.

Three of us walked ION and headed to Far East ;
Had Carl's Jr for lunch-dinner while waiting for Jowell and Wenz to come.

Carl's Jr was awesome fast food!
It was the first time I ate there , and damn, it was good ~ (≧∇≦)''

I won the bet that well and wenz would reach at 4.45pm. Hooray~

& so we headed into Far East to search for a blazer. I bought this band-uniform looking blazer, you'll see it when the photos for prom come in.

Anyway, after awhile of shopping, we settled at Han's for a break.

I think I was saying " I must act cool " when this shot was snapped.
Phail. right.

( What you looking at huh, well! )

Okay, I feel bad for loading Vivian's cam with my face -_-"
Haha.

Need to go. Bye.

( Not feeling too well now, I have the sneezing illness again... )

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life... as it is.

2009-11-18T18:04:00.003+08:00

Vivian and I tried on these bomber jackets on Sunday at Uniqlo.
I weally like the bwown one! It's like $49.90, any one up for it for my birthday?! It's on December 8.
LOL just kidding. (≧∇≦)''

Today, I just got informed I have training for work on the following Monday. Perfect timing ~ ._.''

I've mentioned that I've been continuously going out every day since the end of 'O' Levels, and now look at my schedule, not very lax at all!

Thursday : Riverside Prom Night 2009. Out at 12pm for mz's house to prepare.

Friday : Church leadership course, entire day.

Saturday : Church leadership course from morning to afternoon. Raymund's birthday chalet that starts at 6pm.

Sunday : Hopefully I find someone to go with me to AFA09 to take photographs. ):
HOWHOWHOW IDK WHO TO GO WITH ME LEI. ANYONE INTERESTED.
OMGOMGOMGOMG IDK WANT GO ANOT. HOWHOWHOWHOW. T______T"

Monday : Training from 12pm - 5pm.

The following days, are probably filled with more training... or some days to slack (≧∇≦)

December 1-4 : Church Camp.

December 5 : Work starts. Whoo... fun...... -_-"

Let's hope I won't be working on my birthday. ):
boohoo.

Post script : I hope Prom will be fun. Sigh I hate the word ' prom ', it makes things sound so lame, like some sort of American high school event.

Cheers to an "awesome" life ahead...

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smooth sailing, for now.

2009-11-17T20:58:00.007+08:00

I hash founds a jorb!

\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Awsumzsx~

\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Congratulations to sarah!

\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/

Will be starting work at GG5 or DRESSY after my church camp, which ends on the 4th of December. (≧∇≦)

The boutique is quite high-end, so I have to tend to my personal grooming.
Heng I look okay without styling hair after dying it brown. ( o . w . o )''

Please book me to go out before I start my dreadful work life... ~~~~

I've been going out Every Single Day recently though. ( For job interviews and personal shopping etc. )
This is draining my energy and I'm having some financial difficulties now. harhar.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll get a good rest at home.

Prom is taking place two nights later,
time flies past fast indeed. o:

Luckily I bought all my prom stuff already. And have done all the necessary things to my hair.
Kekeke . (≧∇≦)

Doubt it will be much fun, but let's hope it will create beautiful memories for everyone.
I'ma spamz peektures that day. Heheh.

Okay, will update again. soon. (:
Byebye \o/

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am i not good enough...

2009-11-13T22:16:00.008+08:00

Oh. I forgot to mention the change in my blog songs.

( Input picture here. )
I'm not even sure which band it is.

Shinda Shima by Mellow, is simply addictive.
It's an english song.
I think the band Mellow is not the Visual Kei one, it's some western band...
BUT HECK. It's has such a freaking awesome tune and sound!

I suggest you listen to it with good quality headphones on, and close your eyes to fully appreciate the song.
I have no idea why I love this song so much.
The lyrics are cool too.

The other is a song by DELUHI. Hoshi no nai Yorouni.
Great song as well, a nice and smoothing song.

Somehow, Juri sounds so great here.
Love the melody too.

No more noisy music for the time being hehehe.

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My first movie sneak preview : 2012.
The Cathay, 2015.

Well, apparently, Lok Shing, an acquaintance from school won 50 preview movie tickets for 2012, by luck and chance.

Managed to reserve one spot for myself ; nyahaha! (≧∇≦)

Oh, gosh, definitely one of the best movies I've watched.
I don't really like disaster shows, but this is one awesome show.

It's not like other disaster movies, the story plot is well thought out and despite the many different scenes, it isn't messy or complicated, it just fits well.

Stressful, thrilling, exciting, and heck, it made me talk or murmur a lot to myself and peishy, who was sitting beside me.
MAKING ME TALK ALOT = THE MOVIE IS GREAT. (≧∇≦)
No doubt! HARHAR. \o/

When I watch a movie, I would worry about the cost. ( But it's freeee! )
Anyway, if you worry about the price of the ticket, I assure you once you watched the movie, you'll feel that it's absolutely worth it.

These are some accessories jas, peishy and I bought while walking around The Cathay before the movie.
Some really interesting and unique pieces, indeed.

It has a snake head and tail, and it's bendable to fit your wrist.
Cute or what!
Quite cheap also, 10 bucks for the ultra long piece.

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Hehe. Ending off with the end results of my new hair colour.
Omg. So long never post a solo camwhore picture. - shy - ( = . w . = )"

Next stop : Soft rebond my tail.
( You know, my hair looks thicker after dying. Weird much.. but cool. ) \m/

Post script :

ARGH I FORGOT TO RANT! WHY NONE OF THE COMPANIES WANT TO EMPLOY ME AS A SALES ASSISTANT?!?!?!
Don't I look like someone that stands in an apparels shop and serving the customers. DON'T I ?!

Today, I, Jas, with Meixia, went to an interview for a sales assistant position at a Korean apparel/accessories company.
WTF, I THINK I DID WELL FOR THE INTERVIEW LEI.
Too bad my birthday is next month. zzz.

& then, the company only employed Meixia.
HECK!

AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!
WHERE AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH THAT YOU PEOPLE DONT WANT TO EMPLOY ME?
WHEREEEEEE?!

HECKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
It was raining and my shoes and lower jeans got wet too,
What an awful Friday the Thirteenth..

Would a hot and sexy vampire appear infront of me and console me?

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nyappy~ \(≧∇≦)"/

2009-11-12T19:10:00.006+08:00

I just dyed my hair & I'm damn happy with the results!
\(≧∇≦)"/

HEHE. HEHE. HEHE.
I look like a different person though.
( and lousy quality photo by wenzi, thus the small size. harhar. :X )

& the colour was what I intended to get at first, but to get ash brown, I had to bleach my hair which I was adamant on not doing.
BUT I STILL RIKE IT !

\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/
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Anyway, the details are that I went with wenz, peishy & jas to marsiling.
Peishy has a new hairstyle, Jas a trim, Wenz trimmed and highlighted, and I just dyed my hair.

Fun part of the day :

- Secretly running to four different salons at that place with wenz to search for the best and cheapest salon to dye our hair. ( when jas and peishy were cutting their hair in one salon already )
- Looking like an idiot with my hair filled with dye cream.
- Washing of hair.
- AND WATCHING THE END RESULTS!
- Oh I forgot, the freaking awesome bread I and wenz had.

Great and fulfulling day indeed.
Sarah is happy. : 3

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m-m-m-my disaster....

2009-11-10T13:43:00.001+08:00

Please murder me for killing my fringe OMG!!!!!!!

Grow please. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

need money. need job.

2009-11-09T17:48:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating recently. (≧∇≦)

Recently, I don't really have any mood to blog because I'm working on a new blogskin. AND I SUCK AT IT!
I leeched it from ameba, and tried my shot at editting it, but unfortunately, I'm a newbie at blogskin making... .____."

So.. I'm really sad. -cries-

Anyway, I hope it'll turn out very well with the help of some friends, will release it probably next month. Harhar.
My current blog skin has been used for ages, so I figured I should change it.
Real bored.

Short update

Firstly,
Happy Birthday, CHEWPS. \(o . w . o)\

- Went to AMK Hub with toh, viv & well to find job at boutiques. Hope one of them will employ me...
- Bought a gorgeous handphone strap and an awesome long sleeve shirt, something I've been looking for for a long time.
- Yu Le Bai Fen Bai today is darn funny! HEHE.
- 小鬼 FTW.
- I want 100% entertainment shirt from 小鬼's shop! ):<

- Going shopping on Thurs for some prom stuff, hope to find a vest or blazer to match.

Will update again. : 3 - waves -

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happydays~

2009-11-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

Today has been nothing but good news.

Appointment for soft-rebonding confirmed to be on 13nov.
Appointment to cut hair confirmed to be on the coming Friday.
Awesome pair of shoes on the way to Singapore from Korea.
Considered left with one more important paper, P.O.A., to go through tomorrow.
LM.C's and DELUHI's new album is out.
Downloaded about a hundred awesome songs today, again.
Physics [Section B] today was an easy feat.

Realised I'm cutting & rebonding my hair at two different home salons.
I like home salons, they make me feel more comfortable. ( o . w . o )''

What's left is to find someone to accompany me to dye my hair ( with professional help from a real salon ) and a group to drag with me to go shopping.
Nya-harhar! \( ♥ . w . ♥ )!!/

Okay. Sarah shall go back to studying her Principle of Accounts, and conquer the paper tomorrow. Byebye.

Today is a happy day. Again.
Oh, 'O's, you are so easily defeated.

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Ｖａｎｉｓｈ～海中砂時計～

2009-11-04T10:53:00.009+08:00

New song upped.
少女-ロリヰタ-２３区, vocalist- 颯 (sou) is leaving/has just left the band. Sad much. )):

Now I can't look forward to their new releases, just after I downloaded their whole discography. Let's hope Sou finds another band in future where he can showcase his voice.

Edit : Tempted to post another song. Soon.
Reminder : Shinda shima by Mellow.

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'o'..........

2009-11-02T16:26:00.003+08:00

This is funny.
I searched for pictures regarding Chemistry on Photobucket, and all that came out was people making out.
( okay, just a few. )

Chemistry paper today was awesome. (:
I added a smiley face so you guys wouldn't think it's sarcasm.

Easy. & everyone thinks it's easy. & therefore, the bell curve shall shoot up. Shit.
Let's be hoping I get at least a B3 for combine sciences, cause I have given up on my Humanities, which totally did a blow job today ): <
Sigh.

Four more steps to go. * pats myself on the back *

I'm like, currently trying to lose weight and so far, just a lil' successful, since I've not been having a good appetite now adays. But my appetite's coming back, I can feel it today. Boo.
I SHALL PERSEVERE! No eating for the sake of it!

No. I will not be anorexic. I know my freaking limits. I don't want to sound like some sad girl trying to be stick-thin. -_-"
I just want to be a nice and fitted weight for a one-six-five-r. Which is probably forty-eight kilograms...............

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21st november

2009-11-01T15:58:00.009+08:00

So freaking dead! ( ~___~)"..

Everything is clashing on 21st November, Saturday!

My brother's 21st birthday party at a chalet.
I just agreed to go on a Christian Leadership course.
IT'S DAY ONE OF ANIME FEST 09!!!!!!!!! ( @__@ )"

Crap lah, so dead. I don't know what to do... ): <

I'm really looking forward to going to AFA09 , though I don't give a shit about those moe moe kyun cafe maids. Pfft! Haha, I sound like a jealous person, but nooo. I just think those maid outfits are lame and outdated already, that's all.

Post script : I be needing much much money! but my family be brokes nao! D: <

P/p/s: Wa fk, I look back at my archives, and I literally feel like stabbing myself a hundred times over for being so childish, in the way I write and stuff. ._. *Shy*

I shall save them as drafts so that they shall not be revealed to anyone!

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spending the night with the people in caps.

2009-10-31T17:09:00.003+08:00

The usual Sembawang peeps and I went to Sun Plaza's macs to overnight study.
From a smexing 10pm to 4am.
Not a bad place and time to study, super quiet and empty from one to six.

We waited for the breakfast to start, & ended our study period.
WAAAAHH. SAUSAUGE EGG MCMUFFIN & HASHBROWN ISH AWESUMEZSX ( o . w . o )!

It was raining heavily, so we had to wait for it to simmer down, before we left for home to plop.

Reached home at 6am.
Tired shit.

& last of all, how many times have I said this already...
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING! x x ''

I have about fifteen items on my list. Damn.

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Wheeeeeee.

2009-10-29T00:50:00.004+08:00

Todaye ish a harpi daye!

I preedick that my math will get art leeest arn A, if I don't be making careless misstakes. Oh, I be wishing others pull the grades down!
I haz downloaded moar tharn sixtyyy albumz/singlez/mini albumz of visual/oshare kei today. I ish be harpi! Thiz shalt satisfy my hungar!
Me dropz A.math, no skool toomorow arnd friday! Chiongzzzzzz study!
My orderz for a pair of gorgeous shoes haz been replied after a frigging 6 dayes! Pro much, the person, but I be harpi!
Mee stiu harpi, as stiu downloading albumz wheeeee.
I be sho harpi untiu I tweet liakz this.
HARPI REEDING! : D

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break-down.

2009-10-25T15:51:00.006+08:00

Toh's SEXYDIAMOND glasses, harha.

Two days ago, I had a near-faint experience.
It was frightening, painful, yet a cool first-time.

I remembered everything vividly Hahahaha.

That day, I didn't eat dinner ( I wasn't hungry, seriously. I'm not anorexic. )
At about eleven in the night, I figured I should go run a little on my idk-what-it-is-called machine. Since prom is coming and all, I thought maybe I should slim down. Nyahaha.

I was quite enthusiastic that Friday, so I ended up running for about 40 mins.
Weak me ran f-o-r-t-y mins ! Wee.
I went to the balcony for some fresh air, and to cool down, and dry up. It was a peaceful midnight, listened to visual kei and stared at the dark scenery. My balcony has a good view (:

Half an hour later, I went to bathe.
Walked into the shower, wet my hair, and then, suddenly, it was like my energy was sucked dry from my entire body.
I felt extremely giddy, my head hurt, my vision became blurrer then my 500-degree short-sightedness, and my hearing became weird. [ I blast music in the toilet, so I could hear the difference :/ ]

I literally plopped down onto the floor.

Then I tried getting into my clothes, but halfway, while wearing my shorts, I missed the damn hole & lost energy again Hahaha.
So I practically fell onto the toilet floor, and lay on the ground until I felt like I regained the slightest energy to finish dressing myself and get out of the darned place.

Couldn't even wash my hair, couldn't even lift my arms to dry my hair.
Poor me. ):

I then went to the kitchen to try to drink some water.
Took the cup, used all my efforts to lift the drink container and pour some water in.
Even before my lips could touch the mouth of the cup, I got giddy again and dropped to the ground. I didn't even have enough energy to sit up, so I laid flat in the kitchen.

Rofl, drama crap. I think if one of my family members saw me lying there like that, they would think I died or something.

Anyway, I felt better after a min of rest on the ground, so I got up to drink some water and I was okay already. :/

Alamak, after that I realised it was fun to experience fainting for the first time, though I still was conscious.

Tomorrow is, my first 'O' level written exam, English.
As you can observe from my post above, I have a serious lack of vocabulary ( even though I'm english-spoken ) -_-"
I wish I read more books... Currently trying to do some last-minute research on the net, hoping that it will help improve my compo, even the slightest bit. * twist fingers *
My composition is going to be screwed ):

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Abnormality, mehhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-10-22T22:49:00.006+08:00

( Took from Kai's tumblr which he took from the original tumblr )

This statement makes every sense.
Every sense.

A huge thanks to the quote, which finally made me understand why I'm stumped for words when people call me weird.
I just don't like to be the same as a normal girl walking along the streets,
an identity is important.

Isn't life meant to be memorable and full of colours?

And it is as my profile on the right states,
so please do not ask me why I'm weird, I'd prefer it to be meant in a better way.

" Eight freaking more steps to go. Freedom, come to mama. "

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i want to own a wig. harhar.

2009-10-21T18:48:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the start of the big examinations.
I don't feel anything, actually.
I want to get this over and done with...

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ivory & irony

2009-10-20T23:39:00.004+08:00

Ivory & Irony.
-DELUHI

Current song I'm addicted to, again.

Really love the melody and tune,
& somehow I found the song so touching.
Another sad love song, I guess.

Newer bands have been catching my attention recently, I say they are getting better.
I need more discographies, getting bored of my current songs.

Any recommendations?

&
I don't know if the translation is accurate,
cause I had a hard time figuring out what the chorus meant...

Anyway :

Your smile that hasn’t changed even the slightest since those times
makes up for the too many days and months that have passed,

Before long the distance meant to hinder became self-condemnation,
Now these selfish hands are softly touched by you,

I can’t recover my memories of you that I realized were “precious”
no matter how much I wish

The Ivory you loved, the Irony of our hearts just missing one another,
Reminiscence and unclear Ivory, the emptiness is a clear Irony

Tell me the answer…

I asked about your past shrouded in dense fog,
you taught me how powerless my words that didn’t reach were,

A vain hope. Can’t I feel you?
My hands are searching for your lost memory.

Say that you remember!

I thought if I could reach out my hands and remove those chains
I wouldn’t mind throwing away the future,

The Ivory you loved, the Irony of our hearts just missing one another,
Reminiscence and unclear Ivory, the emptiness is a clear Irony

Tell me the answer…

There are feelings that can’t be expressed
with words like love and hate,
Knowing such things makes me want to ask,
Call my name one more time!

I can’t recover my memories of you that I realized were “precious”
no matter how much I wish

The Ivory you loved, the Irony of our hearts just missing one another,
Reminiscence and unclear Ivory, the emptiness is a clear Irony

Tell me the answer…

Ivory and Irony…

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Oh, the weather is bad for my sinus...

2009-10-15T23:04:00.006+08:00

~~SIM card inactive for the moment.~~
Got a new one.

On the other hand,
I need to go on a serious shopping spree(s)... ):

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art spamzsx.

2009-10-14T22:07:00.021+08:00

I trust that no one will steal them... cause I'm too lazy to waterproof or do anything to them. Best to leave them original.
( except the ones I tampered with 2 years ago, haha. )

I don't think anyone will take it, but if you do, please credit it to moku-ism.bs. : p
I know I sound like kia su, but if you do art, you should understand. Credits are important. >_>

( Click the pictures to enlarge. )
Btw, Qian Wen is my chinese name.

These two are Kaname & Shiki from Vampire Knight.
Again, taken from my old blog, so these were drawn 2 years back.

( I don't know why I never clean up Kaname -_- )

Definitely, I know it's not as detailed a sketch as suzaku or rather, not as nice cause it's more simple. But it's more presentable work from 2 years ago. Heh.

[Used to adore Shiki, but VK's english-translated manga is taking so long to publish!]

Yes, I only buy english manga.
It's better quality, bigger, whiter pages, and most of all, I can't read Chinese well. Rather spend more money on something I would enjoy more (:

Compared to my current style, I would say my previous art is muchhhhhh cleaner.
You will know when you see the following pieces. Hahaha.

These are portraits of Visual kei artistes, Aoi followed by Miku then Miku again. :/
People who have been following my blog for awhile, or have known me in real life probably have seen them for a few times already.

Going by age, newest to oldest...

(Click to enlarge. )

Aoi was done beginning of this year, and the two portraits of Miku, last year...
I just have an urge to draw Miku all the time because of his gorgeous eyes.

You know how long I've not been seriously drawing?!
My inspiration and creativity have been left stagnant in my brain. Darn.

Swear that after 'O' levels I'll be doing more portraits of Visual Kei artistes and maybe some original art.

To 'better' artists : Please don't look at them and laugh at me please. ):
Keep bad comments to yourself, unless they are constructive ones. ^o^

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suzaku.

2009-10-13T15:04:00.015+08:00

( Click on pictures to enlarge. )
Didn't use photobucket.

Pardon the lousy editing. Please.
Haha, it was posted two years back in another blog but I didn't want to change anything.

I was looking back at my old art blog, myartsgallery.bs.
& I'm kinda proud of my work of suzaku, from fushigi yuugi.

I started it when I was eleven, left it alone for 2 years and finally completed it. lol.
The most detailed sketch I ever did.

Edit : A few people have asked to open my old art blog to view others. But it's too embarrassing to show. Haha. Imagine a secondary 2's art work, childish much. Ruin my reputation :/
Anyway, I'll be uploading a few others soon, the ones that are more acceptable.

Check back soon.

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toh's daily schedule. freaky much.

2009-10-11T16:41:00.005+08:00

- モク.サラ says:
omg, can u like gime inspiration messages every morning or something LOL.

spinach. says:
rofl
anything

- モク.サラ says:
or scare me

spinach. says:
anyway sleep at 12 ba, wake up at 8

- モク.サラ says:
" ONLY 14 DAYS LEHHHHHHHHHHH "

spinach. says:
rofl

- モク.サラ says:
._. okay

spinach. says:
spend the morning till 12 doing 1 maths 1 sci
and review

- モク.サラ says:
._. i can't straight de

spinach. says:
or 1 oclock if you are slow

- モク.サラ says:
nvm ill add " rest/break in between "

spinach. says:
yeah, alright

- モク.サラ says:
;/

spinach. says:
then 1-2 lunch or bath, slack time

- モク.サラ says:
;o kk

spinach. says:
2-6 revise subject.... (humans, sci, blabla
6-7 eat and bath or something
then continue to 12 luh
11 also can
then 1 hour break

- モク.サラ says:
._. i think i stop at 8
LOL!

spinach. says:
rofl

- モク.サラ says:
and play my plants vs zombiesssss.

The conversation above just reminded me how 'O's is so important 2 mins ago. I don't even study for 2-3 hours aday, I should die. ):
Okay, let's hope I can stick to the schedule as tightly as I can.

FOURTEEN MOAR DAES!!!

I be needing some bird nest like Toh every night too... unfairness.

P/m : Instead of studying, I've been stuck on this game for a few days now.

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MOKU : o

moved!

starting afresh

press the refresh button

a happy incident

A woman from my previous church ( from 10 years ago ) saw me and my mum that day. It was maybe the first time someone much older didn't judge me by my looks and she looked and talked to me like a normal girl. I was damn happy.

a dreaming adolescent

step by step

scary scary

i like waiting for mama to come home

You Have a Choleric Temperament

awesome times like this

oh yeah, fvcking the rest alright!

just the other day

SARRR GUUUU~

rock the lm.c

don't mix two that can't be mixed.

my life's a fking turmoil that i created by myself

sky sailing - brielle

one of the sevin sins

floating.

birthdays birthdays.

I hate secretive men.

holidayz are overz

Timbre and Manchester united?

new do

making things visually appealing is my job

polllllyyy

hi. i need moolah.

i love cows and pigs

enjoy the violence

N word

hey sister hey hey

love story

unsatisfaction with one's self

today i dreamt the best dream.

first day of school.

here comes the devil

ruki-the gazette

i really sound like a seven year-old girl.

I heart ellegarden

huh huh bros!

judgment be a scareh thang.

You owe us a punch nao!

loyal to my love

losing weight : unsuccessful.

when you love, you start to lie

alone again, tayorinai sekai

your face makes me sick

12 March, last day of work

without another..

i can't believe how smooth life's been going.

you're like a spirit; haunting my mind

Life's great

life's been good, so far

Gibberish

5th january's

2010

lonely without you.

calvary's tree.

randomish.

8th december

( ♥ . w . ♥ )

i was bored so i camwhored with my love

give me money.

Summer Wars

my soles hurt,

attraction,

whaoooo *_*

Prom 2009

Prom 2009

ANTM

The making of...

Town and vivian's new camera.

life... as it is.

smooth sailing, for now.

am i not good enough...

nyappy~ \(≧∇≦)"/

m-m-m-my disaster....

need money. need job.

whaoooo _