& now my greatest need.
: o ??
whaoooo *_*
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 7:28 PM

I know I sound like a pervert, ( and people say I am one )
But this is so effing hotttt~! ( * . w . * )
OMIGOSHHH.
Adam Lambert kissing some guy dancer hotter then he is.
LOL.
I'd say Adam should do something about his complexion though,
but his jawline is define here, cool.
Did he go slimming or something? Haha.
Anyway, still love him the best, voice is awesomely awesome.
[ please don't judge me. thanks.
& don't lecture me about how wrong it is OKAY!
I cannot stand it. ]
Work is fine.
Knowing I have earned 60 bucks in 2 days is great. ( o . w . o )/
It's kind of boring because The Central is quite quiet.
Attending to customers is fun, though there are very little. DD:
Standing for 5 hours straight is tiring, getting used to it.
I spoke to an Ang Moh guy today, secretly happy. Heh...
Work again tomorrow.
Can't wait to be transfered to 313 somerset so that I can attend to more customers and not be bored, because it definitely will be more crowded there.
Money please roll in.
Post script :
No church camp, okay. I'm just very much disappointed that someone said to help me sigh up last week, and help pay first, but nothing was done until this Sunday? Without money? What happened?
Sorry if I sound like I'm blaming you, I blame myself for signing up late but you said to talk to pastor that day itself...?
I even took leave for my work in advance. Great. I can just slack for 4 days.
I knew when I start work, I couldn't attend cg as often, so I wanted to attend the church camp as my sort of a last full commitment of time spending with God until my work ends .
Great, great, great, great, awesomeeeeeeeeee!! No more! I can save 50 bucks sommore!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Guess I'll just pop by for Omega Night and stone.
I don't like how the youth ministry is like now.
Knowing I have earned 60 bucks in 2 days is great. ( o . w . o )/
It's kind of boring because The Central is quite quiet.
Attending to customers is fun, though there are very little. DD:
Standing for 5 hours straight is tiring, getting used to it.
I spoke to an Ang Moh guy today, secretly happy. Heh...
Work again tomorrow.
Can't wait to be transfered to 313 somerset so that I can attend to more customers and not be bored, because it definitely will be more crowded there.
Money please roll in.
Post script :
No church camp, okay. I'm just very much disappointed that someone said to help me sigh up last week, and help pay first, but nothing was done until this Sunday? Without money? What happened?
Sorry if I sound like I'm blaming you, I blame myself for signing up late but you said to talk to pastor that day itself...?
I even took leave for my work in advance. Great. I can just slack for 4 days.
I knew when I start work, I couldn't attend cg as often, so I wanted to attend the church camp as my sort of a last full commitment of time spending with God until my work ends .
Great, great, great, great, awesomeeeeeeeeee!! No more! I can save 50 bucks sommore!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Guess I'll just pop by for Omega Night and stone.
: o ??
brain fried.
Sunday, November 22, 2009 10:23 PM
I am mentally exhausted.
Too many things are going through my brain, yet I can not pin point exactly what they are...
Real tired, and somehow my self-esteem is going low again...
You know, sometimes people say " I'm fat and ugly. " when obviously they look normal and not overweight or something...
This is the time I feel like saying I'm ulgy, I suck, I'm fat, knowing that it sounds hypocritical and bitch and vain and irritating and all.
But I would like to stand up for the people that look okay yet say things like that.
They say this because they compare themselves to better people.
They say this because their expectations are higher.
They say this because they like to rant.
They say this because they want to make themselves feel better.
They say this because they are still not happy with what they currently are.
They say this not because they want to put others down.
[ Okay, maybe some people are different la... ]
So hi, I'm Sarah, and I am not satisfied with myself.
I wish I can improve, but I don't know how anymore...
We'll see.
: o ??
...
Too many things are going through my brain, yet I can not pin point exactly what they are...
Real tired, and somehow my self-esteem is going low again...
You know, sometimes people say " I'm fat and ugly. " when obviously they look normal and not overweight or something...
This is the time I feel like saying I'm ulgy, I suck, I'm fat, knowing that it sounds hypocritical and bitch and vain and irritating and all.
But I would like to stand up for the people that look okay yet say things like that.
They say this because they compare themselves to better people.
They say this because their expectations are higher.
They say this because they like to rant.
They say this because they want to make themselves feel better.
They say this because they are still not happy with what they currently are.
They say this not because they want to put others down.
[ Okay, maybe some people are different la... ]
So hi, I'm Sarah, and I am not satisfied with myself.
I wish I can improve, but I don't know how anymore...
We'll see.
: o ??
Prom 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009 4:52 PM
I don't have energy to edit all 200 odd of the photos, so don't expect everything to be here.
I'll post them on Facebook later though.
Met up with Peishy to head to Marilyn's house to prepare,
Willy and Be came afterwards.
Four of us, Lixing joining later, headed to Meritus by Mrt.

Peishy with her almost new camera. Lumix rocks ):
Five of us entered the place, and I was pretty overwhelmed by how gorgeous everyone looked. Made me immediately hide in the toilet without even greeting anyone yet. Lol.
What are girls without toilet pictures?!





Soon... Moar girls started streaming in . Rofl.
I then felt very insecure because I was the only one not wearing a dress. *_*
Oh ya, clarify something in case some people don't know me well : I'm not a butch okay. LOL. I just don't like wearing dresses. I like guys only! (≧∇≦)


Hehe. Extra.

Me, Yae, Peishy & Willy.
After awhile of camwhore, we headed out to meet the others and book in with our prom tickets.
Moar pictures :

Kai. He looked like a cute little boy that day. HEHEHE.

Zhao Yi, a fellow classmate, looking gorgeous.

Aaron. Classmate. LOL, mafia boss siolz.

Phoebe.

Bob. a.k.a. Joel Lim. He looks adorable as a bouncer. Rofl : " No people below 18 "

With Eden and Joel.

Hilarious shit. Lucas and Joel with orhorh face.

Blur but : Peishy, Karthik, Aaron, Joel, Lucas, Wenzi and I.

Finally. After the long wait, we got to out seats and the buffet dinner started.
Hungry.

It was an international buffet, and thus the appearance doesn't look that good in pictures because they are all mixed together.
The food was not bad at all, haven't had such a heavy dinner for very long.
\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/
Happy hehe.

My favourite smoked salmon and potato salad ( though the salad wasn't that good ).
Yes, I took this pile for myself only. ( > . w . < )"
The emcee then mentioned that everyone should go visit the toilet before the performance items started, so wenz, willy and I went.
We decided to go to the one on the lower levels because the one on the same floor was crowded with girls ._."
Hehe, to our surprise, the toilet below was even better! And really huge.
I loved the mirror. ~( *___* )~




Went back to the dining hall, and the emcee started a round of " Do you know the lyrics " [ short version ].



And guess what the prize for winning was ? ...
Riverside hand towels, how appealing yes? ( -___- )"...
Following after, was a magic performance by a magician, Jeremy Tan.
I mean, the tricks were not bad and all, but we all knew that there's something behind it, so I didn't really think it was that awesome.
I think it's because the taiwan artistes are all learning magic, and I've been seeing it everywhere on variety shows.
It's like anyone can grasp the hold of magic nowadays...
After that was some rounds of quiz, another gameshow I guess.
Riverside hand towels again. * speechless *
[ Sorry, my camera looks bulky and powerful and all, but I couldn't capture very clear pictures as the stage was too far and the lighting was bad..
... or is it just my skills? ]
Here are more after-prom pictures :
The following few are my dearest lower-secondary buddies~
With the ' wedding couple ' :
( We go there machiam like be their wedding guest like that rofl )

Jielin. Looking like a pretty bride that day. (:

With Kok hui, the 'groom'


Kai again. * hugs *

Wei Loke.

Liting.

Me, Liting, Tiffany, Jielin, Kokhui, Weiloke and Kai.
The following are random :

Hui ting. Classmate.

& Jiayee, classmate as well.

Lena and Ada.

With lovely Ju aen. (:

Again Juaen, - steals her from Rollo - *o*

Felicia and Phyllis, classmates. They were so eager to run off, haha.

With Hui ting again, full length because of our outfits.
Really blur, but oh well.


Some last minute shots requested by them as I was leaving with wenz, willy and peishy.
Oh no. I think that's the end! ):
Check my facebook next time for more if you are missing or something...
For now, I need to go to Aloha because it's my brother's, Raymund's, 21st birthday celebration today.
Byebye.
: o ??
...

Just finished resizing and adjusting lighting of prom pictures.
Hard work, much.
I'll be letting my mother use the computer for awhile before posting them up.
Maybe later at night, or tomorrow.
Check back.
~ Rest. ~
Cee Euu. (≧∇≦)
( Oh, I'm not posting them on Facebook yet cause I want them to first appear on my blog, sowwie. Hehe. Will put almost everything up on Facebook after I finish my post. )
: o ??...
I'll post them on Facebook later though.
Met up with Peishy to head to Marilyn's house to prepare,
Willy and Be came afterwards.
Four of us, Lixing joining later, headed to Meritus by Mrt.

Peishy with her almost new camera. Lumix rocks ):
Five of us entered the place, and I was pretty overwhelmed by how gorgeous everyone looked. Made me immediately hide in the toilet without even greeting anyone yet. Lol.
What are girls without toilet pictures?!





Soon... Moar girls started streaming in . Rofl.
I then felt very insecure because I was the only one not wearing a dress. *_*
Oh ya, clarify something in case some people don't know me well : I'm not a butch okay. LOL. I just don't like wearing dresses. I like guys only! (≧∇≦)


Hehe. Extra.

Me, Yae, Peishy & Willy.
After awhile of camwhore, we headed out to meet the others and book in with our prom tickets.
Moar pictures :

Kai. He looked like a cute little boy that day. HEHEHE.

Zhao Yi, a fellow classmate, looking gorgeous.

Aaron. Classmate. LOL, mafia boss siolz.

Phoebe.

Bob. a.k.a. Joel Lim. He looks adorable as a bouncer. Rofl : " No people below 18 "

With Eden and Joel.

Hilarious shit. Lucas and Joel with orhorh face.

Blur but : Peishy, Karthik, Aaron, Joel, Lucas, Wenzi and I.

Finally. After the long wait, we got to out seats and the buffet dinner started.
Hungry.

It was an international buffet, and thus the appearance doesn't look that good in pictures because they are all mixed together.
The food was not bad at all, haven't had such a heavy dinner for very long.
\( ♥ . w . ♥ )/
Happy hehe.

My favourite smoked salmon and potato salad ( though the salad wasn't that good ).
Yes, I took this pile for myself only. ( > . w . < )"
The emcee then mentioned that everyone should go visit the toilet before the performance items started, so wenz, willy and I went.
We decided to go to the one on the lower levels because the one on the same floor was crowded with girls ._."
Hehe, to our surprise, the toilet below was even better! And really huge.
I loved the mirror. ~( *___* )~




Went back to the dining hall, and the emcee started a round of " Do you know the lyrics " [ short version ].



And guess what the prize for winning was ? ...
Riverside hand towels, how appealing yes? ( -___- )"...
Following after, was a magic performance by a magician, Jeremy Tan.
I mean, the tricks were not bad and all, but we all knew that there's something behind it, so I didn't really think it was that awesome.
I think it's because the taiwan artistes are all learning magic, and I've been seeing it everywhere on variety shows.
It's like anyone can grasp the hold of magic nowadays...
After that was some rounds of quiz, another gameshow I guess.
Riverside hand towels again. * speechless *
[ Sorry, my camera looks bulky and powerful and all, but I couldn't capture very clear pictures as the stage was too far and the lighting was bad..
... or is it just my skills? ]
Here are more after-prom pictures :
The following few are my dearest lower-secondary buddies~
With the ' wedding couple ' :
( We go there machiam like be their wedding guest like that rofl )

Jielin. Looking like a pretty bride that day. (:

With Kok hui, the 'groom'


Kai again. * hugs *

Wei Loke.

Liting.

Me, Liting, Tiffany, Jielin, Kokhui, Weiloke and Kai.
The following are random :

Hui ting. Classmate.

& Jiayee, classmate as well.

Lena and Ada.

With lovely Ju aen. (:

Again Juaen, - steals her from Rollo - *o*

Felicia and Phyllis, classmates. They were so eager to run off, haha.

With Hui ting again, full length because of our outfits.
Really blur, but oh well.


Some last minute shots requested by them as I was leaving with wenz, willy and peishy.
Oh no. I think that's the end! ):
Check my facebook next time for more if you are missing or something...
For now, I need to go to Aloha because it's my brother's, Raymund's, 21st birthday celebration today.
Byebye.
: o ??
Prom 2009
4:20 PM

Just finished resizing and adjusting lighting of prom pictures.
Hard work, much.
I'll be letting my mother use the computer for awhile before posting them up.
Maybe later at night, or tomorrow.
Check back.
~ Rest. ~
Cee Euu. (≧∇≦)
( Oh, I'm not posting them on Facebook yet cause I want them to first appear on my blog, sowwie. Hehe. Will put almost everything up on Facebook after I finish my post. )
: o ??
ANTM
1:38 AM
No ! I can't believe Celia is out!
( Ya, I know I'm a day late. Watched taped one, because I missed yesterday's episode as I went to Prom night. )

I really really admire her and I was wishing she would win the whole thing since she was first forced to cut her uber cool short hair. ):
She has the best sense of fashion too, look at her enter the judging panel every week with her gorgeous clothes, ( I especially liked her suit ! )
Celia's very unique and stands out well as an individual too.
She's like 25 though, pretty old for being a model, but I love her for being so matured in thinking. Pawn the other kiddos.

Celia also reminds me of Mckey ( above ) from the previous season, though I personally feel that Mckey is the prettiest girl in the world world. Yes. I am dead serious!
She's awesome, I'm so obsessed over her face.
Google more of her photographs if you don't believe me.
Anyway, now I'll be rooting for Allison, because I'm racist and I don't like blacks.
Kidding la.
It's just I think the other two's personality really suck, and Allison, on the other hand, is so cute and innocent. ( Matches her eyes :x )
: o ??...
( Ya, I know I'm a day late. Watched taped one, because I missed yesterday's episode as I went to Prom night. )

I really really admire her and I was wishing she would win the whole thing since she was first forced to cut her uber cool short hair. ):
She has the best sense of fashion too, look at her enter the judging panel every week with her gorgeous clothes, ( I especially liked her suit ! )
Celia's very unique and stands out well as an individual too.
She's like 25 though, pretty old for being a model, but I love her for being so matured in thinking. Pawn the other kiddos.

Celia also reminds me of Mckey ( above ) from the previous season, though I personally feel that Mckey is the prettiest girl in the world world. Yes. I am dead serious!
She's awesome, I'm so obsessed over her face.
Google more of her photographs if you don't believe me.
Anyway, now I'll be rooting for Allison, because I'm racist and I don't like blacks.
Kidding la.
It's just I think the other two's personality really suck, and Allison, on the other hand, is so cute and innocent. ( Matches her eyes :x )
: o ??
The making of...
Friday, November 20, 2009 4:28 AM

