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moved!
Saturday, November 20, 2010 3:15 PM

has moved to

(click on picture for link)
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starting afresh
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 12:26 AM

Just working on a new blogskin and a new blog.
And having the hardest time thinking of a new url name that I will stick to.

Finally, able to create a banner on my own with my newly-learnt photoshop skills.
Url will be the one that's making me drag the process of finishing my new blog HAHA ):


So that's the reason this blog is dead! Kkk bye, will be back to update when it's finished or something~



( o . w . o )/
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press the refresh button
Thursday, September 09, 2010 12:39 AM

Planning to start a blog all over soon.
When I ever get to it. Soon I hope, soon.
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a happy incident
Friday, August 27, 2010 9:53 PM

I wrote this status a few minutes ago in Facebook :

A woman from my previous church ( from 10 years ago ) saw me and my mum that day. It was maybe the first time someone much older didn't judge me by my looks and she looked and talked to me like a normal girl. I was damn happy.


I was thinking of whether to post it on Facebook, or blog it. I decided to do the former because more people will see it neways, and I like the responses.


But I feel that there's a need to explain further.
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You know, normally, people like to judge. And I hate to be judged, but it's inevitable for me I know because of the way I look. Vhudever ogay.

Even if some people know that they shouldn't judge, and they try to hide it from me. But I can still see it in their eyes, their stare, their awkward facial expression.


So anyway, that day I was out with mum to AMK Hub to eat lunch before she went to work. I wore shorts so I didn't look that andro; more like an ahlian. ( ;__;)" Now that's the reason I don't wear shorts to school.

Both of us were standing in front of Niwa Sushi picking sushi, when a middle-aged woman and her child called out to my mum. She was from my previous church, back when I was a small small girl.
The way she spoke to me, the way she looked at me, I didn't sense a single bit of judgment from her. The woman had a really gentle smile and she wasn't afraid to talk to me like a normal girl.

Super nice.

And then we ate in the same place but at different places. Even when she left first with her daughter, she tapped me on the shoulder and said goodbye with a pleasant smile on her face.


AHHH. So nice so nice so nice so naise sho naisesx.
Wish people would have the same maturity as her.

Seriously, most adults, being adults, don't really have the sense of maturity in them to accept the queer. Sigh.



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a dreaming adolescent
6:07 PM

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Current facebook display picture.
My eyes seem half-closed. But I don't care. ( o . w . o )/



Well, anyway, I highlighted my hair red on Sunday.
Doesn't look much.
Guess I'll do my whole head an obvious brown after this fades away. Sick of my hair looking a boring black.


* hm, spider in front my me now. please don't touch me!
k, my dad just splat it with his fingers, poor thing.



Oh, and I also self-cut my hair again. Again.

If you realised, my sides got extremely long the past few months. I thought of growing out half of my sides into streaks, but I got tired of it so I just snipped it off again to look like what it formally was.. (;__;)"
Guess I'll add extensions if I really want my streaks, cause I can't be bothered to grow my sides any longer. It's too thin anyway.

& I trimmed my fringe again. ( ;__;)''

- the picture was taken before the cut-



I'm hoping to grow out of my rebonded hair too, cause now it's too straight and it doesn't look very good. Gah.



Also, I had a sudden aspiration yesterday night.
I hope to start a business in future after I earn enough capital.

I'm thinking along the lines of a hair salon-cum-something ( apparel shop, cafe, etc ) else kind of thing after I do my hairstyling course after poly.
HAHAHAHA. Dreams. ( o . w. o )/
Don't laugh leh.

Since I'm not sure of what to do in future as a job for my entire life, I figured this was quite a good idea. Doubt I wanna design for a company forever anyway.
B.o.r.i.n.g.


I know I'm still 16. Heh, but people dream.
( Calling myself 16 is funny. Feels like I'm older then that figure. Maybe it's because I'm a decemberian. )




P.S : For the umpteenth time, I. want. to. go. on. a. diet.
But I'm failing badly. ( ; __;)"~



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step by step
Thursday, August 26, 2010 10:16 PM

I want to be satisfied with myself soon.
Still sixteen and ready to improve.
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scary scary
Saturday, August 21, 2010 10:28 PM

Today was a rough one.

Natsu Matsuri wasn't good. Complications and stuff. And terribly boring.
The only good thing is the free shirt and bento box which I enjoyed at home.

I hope, maybe, next year would be better.

Today just reminded me again of how I don't have many friends interested in going to these kind of events with me. I have a few, but they're not people that share the same enthusiasm.
Sad thing huh.
If you read my previous post, you'd know I'm unsatisfied by the ordinary.


Tomorrow though, I pray that it'll brush away all the shit that happened today. I'll be going out with my p.school clique to celebrate Leon's birthday! ( o . w . o )/
Let's take many pictures!



& on the side note, I really hate people who don't even bother to dress up.
A bunch of them would make me literally nauseous . Gah . Can't stand the sight!
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i like waiting for mama to come home
Friday, August 20, 2010 1:21 AM

You Have a Choleric Temperament


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You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.



Practically my biography already.
The bad and the good.
So true. This is me. Now. Understand me. ( o . w . o )/
And don't hate me for being so honest in showing my personality.



Oh, and peishy, I'd prefer xiao long baos, but I'm
Sweet and sour pork.
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awesome times like this
Thursday, August 19, 2010 2:06 PM

Well yeah. Stuff's been going on recently. Only that I've yet to post them. Waiting for some pictures and some time to edit them.


Done something small to my hair, ( o . w . o )/

BBQ with awesome peeps, ( o . w . o )/

Shoes fetish, ( o . w . o )/

& got my fugly Natsu Matsuri volunteer shirt... ( ; __;)''



Natsu's this coming Saturday anyway, can't wait.
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oh yeah, fvcking the rest alright!
Monday, August 09, 2010 7:06 PM

" We're gonna do what we want, we're gonna go ahead with our interests,
and we're not gonna to be pulled down by judgments
and we're not gonna let people kill that in us. "


Qouted from tallfvck@blogspot.


Peishy, you totally hit it right on the spot. Hehehe.
Good ruck to the both of us!

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